ReyaaQit

outing.

2010-12-16T04:09:00.002-08:00

I realised I have great friends, A Great Team.
They occupied my holiday and made it an enjoyable one.
After the outing, I began to appreciate their presence in my life more than I did last time.
Loveeee Volleyball Chio Girls :) <3

Apart from Volleyball, these people above made my day too! Even though there were just two girls, we still had fun.. Played Uno, Game of life, and police & murderer. Everything was even better with them. At the end of the day, we played bowling. wow, that was very fun indeed. Thank you guys for making my day even though its just a mini outing! :)
Love you guys too! <3

i'm gonna miss Shema.

2010-11-19T07:51:00.006-08:00

IHATEMYBLOG, because its plain boring.

Anyway, had fun for two days straight! :D

On Thursday, even though it started quite awkward,

but it was still awesome in the end.

I like the part when both of our mum called to

check on their children. HAHA.

Yesterday, went for meeting and then

out with girlfriends + udi.

Took lots of pictures and ate aloot.

Laughed alooooot tooo :D

This is for Shema.

Shema, honestly you never fail to make people smile and laugh every single day.

In school, in class, at msn, at facebook. No matter what you do, you always bring smiles in people's life. I can see you're a happy-go-lucky type of girl, cause you're a very strong girl. Do you realise, even if you cry, you'd end up laughing and say 'i'm okay' ? Gosh shema, i envy you cause you're strong. Continue this way even if we're not there with you, alright? I'm really gonna miss you alot. Bring that necklace, and think of us. Over here in Singapore, there'd be uncountable number of people saying, "I wonder whats shema doing over there". People will be looking forward to your arrival back here. But here i'd like to say, whatever happens, keep in contact with us okay? I'll be happy if you're happy. Don't frown okay shema? Cause you won't know who's yearning to see your smile every single day. :) You can still smile to yourself though. Shema, thank you for everything that you did for me. Thank you for listening to me. Thank you for cheering me up with weird faces. Thank you for bullying me all these while. Thank you for sending me songs. Thank you for singing hindustan with me. Thank you for every single small or big things you've done for me. I would also like to apologise from the bottom of my heart if i have ever hurt you or irritate you. I'm gonna miss you shema. Take care of yourself when you're there. Don't forget us. MUST GIVE ME YOUR NUMBER. I love you, friend. Take care & miss you. I'll doa for your safe journey, insyaAllah Amin. :)

-Aqit

2010-10-25T00:07:00.002-08:00

EXAMS ARE OVER , for this year!

I've gotten back all my results. Some was disappointing, but alhamdulillah.

Better than nothing. :) After doing the reflection, i'm more encouraged to do better the next time round. I want to make sure i get to make full use of my November and December holidays since i'm not going anywhere, not even for overseas. I'm actually looking forward to this Extended Term thingy. Gladly, i have training too during extended term. So I'd get to fully utilize my precious holiday. Yay yipee, haaa.

I'm thinking of the tuition thing. mannn, its so expensive. But for the sake of chemistry, i'd rather sacrifice some amount. But the only problem is that, its not my money, so its up to my Dad. Waaaa, I want to start tuition, QUICK! Hope i'd get to catch up on the things i've been lacking behind the past 10 months. Need to focus. But at the same time, put more freaking effort in volleyball training. I need to stop making faces. And for goodness sake, to those who said they would come to training, but did not, SCREW it. ^^ I give up on you people. I don't want to waste my time on the people who don't even darn care about volleyball. :-)

I love yesterday.

i'm giving up, so just catch me.

swimming!

2010-10-13T22:37:00.004-08:00

Hohoho, hey blog. (:

I went swimming yesterday at Jurong East
Complex with Shema. It was very fun and

awesome and sooo stress-free! I felt like

we have no more papers to worry about!

We went to the waves umpteen times,

to the lazy pool like uncountable times,

and Shema even forced ( =P ) me to go to

the yellow slide. Haha, I know its just a

small, short slide, but i'm still scared. Hey,

there's nothing wrong with fear of heights (:

I enjoyed most in the wave because we really

acted as though we're in a movie.

Me: Shemaaa! Shemaaa! Don't let go shema!

I love you. I don't want to lose you!

Shema: (I don't know what she was doing. She

was always pretending to be drown, while

i watch a movie :D)

I injured myself quite a few times. First, I accidentally scratched myself against the wall, and the blood keep flowing non-stop even till we were at the buoy counter. Second, I sprained my ankle in the water and I was like SHIT what if I drown, while shema was busy ACTING DROWNING at the other corner and was waiting for me to save her. HAHAH. Lastly, I literally fell down and injured my knees.

Damn, what a luck. LOL. But overall, i enjoyed myself, alot (:

Wish me luck for Chemistry Paper 1 tomorrow! :D

exam was ridiculous.

2010-10-12T09:39:00.003-08:00

Exams, don't be selfish can?

A lot of things happened since I was gone.

A few days ago I met my long lost primary
school best friend, Amirah Awang. It felt
like there was a lot to talk about, but however
nothing came out from my mouth. I remembered how we used to be so immature back in those days, but have grown to be more mature now. (:

Coffee and redbull had been constantly
accompanying me throughout my exam weeks
and i'm sure to be drunk of coffee. No,
I don't want diabetes. Hehhh, exams was
terrible. I find that I keep panicking at the
last minute and end up, not finishing the
paper. Whatever happens, i guess i'm
sincere to accept the fate if anything goes
wrong. I'll be very thankful and glad if Iwere to pass with flying colours. InsyaAllah, everyone's hardwork will be paid off.

I just can't wait till exams are over. 2 more papers left, JIA YOU everyone! Look

at the brighter side, you survived the exams without fainting in class. HAHA -.-

I want to go East Coast Park and enjoy the afternoon breeze. I want to go to

gym to bring back my stamina. I want to go to West Coast and play at the

playground. I want to go swimming to play with the water, and gladly its going

to happen, tomorrow, with Shema Moawia! Like at last, alhamdulillah. My

brain can burst due to the headaches of different kind of formulae and definitions.

How ridiculous. haha (:

'a day without you is like a year without rain'

Drastic changes

2010-10-01T21:41:00.003-08:00

drastic changes.

well i can say that i'm ______ too.

FILL IN THE BLANK, cause you're better in words than me. :)

different. words. faces. whatsup man?

sure you'll be thinking, 'how is it my fault?'

yada yadaaa.

don't assume cause you're making an ASS OUT OF YOU AND ME.

how are supposed to be brave enough to tell whats our reason for doing that,

when you keep making faces, rolling of eyes, effing hurtful words, i don't know.

you're better in thinking than me. :)

I don't mind you know, if this is happening.

cause we follow what our heart says. HAH.

no comments. figure it out yourself. :D

HEY, I LEARNT THAT FROM YOU! :D

adious.

drastic changes.

STAND UP FOR YOURSELF, PEOPLE!

everyone will support from behind, love. :)

friends, love.

2010-08-13T07:39:00.003-08:00

Hey.

I love today. I just simply love today. I get to break fast with my friends. And everything went on very well. We had fun. I love my friends. The monkey game, and such. I gonna miss Carita even though i am not that close to her. Should I go flag day tomorrow? "-_-"

National Day

2010-08-06T07:31:00.010-08:00

Happy Advanced National Day 2010! :D

How was the celebrations? No comments.

Haha, i have nothing to say actually. just want to upload pictures. :)

thanks li.

Flight

2010-05-30T01:57:00.007-08:00

Wassup Peepos, heh. Assalamualaikum.

Tomorrow I'll be going to Volleyball Camp. Thus, I need to rush to sleep tonight.
Rushrushrushhh.

On the 29th, I sent Bestf and Syafiq to airport. We took the school's transport.

Heheee. I follow Bestf's parents anyway ((:

Arrived, had a meal. Thank you so much!

Then yeah, time fly so fast that they have to go in so soon T___T

Took pictures of them, shown below. Yeah, silly me cause I cried when I hug bestf.

Haiyoyo, and it was embarassing infront of manymany parents.

Trained home with Bestf's parents, wash up and off to bed.

Today I had ZhoukBall and it was funfunFUN! ((:

The instructor said I was enthusiastic and told Mdm Rohimah. HAHA.

And she can even ask, how come I ended up here? XD

It was a new game, and it was a great experience for me though.

There were so much mirth going on during the game cause I admit, it was confusing. ^^

After the activity, when to meet Aisah Chio then set up the freaking volleyball net.

Helped out Cher with some stuffs and then zoomed to Pioneer Mall for lunch.

Next, to Central to find torch for Pahang Camp, but it was effing EX!

The smaller it gets, the more expensive it is. -___-

Some are small, so small, that I think I can only see my nose in the dark.

PackupPackupPackup for Volleyball camp, and i THINK i'm done.

I'll continue the rest tomorrow morning. So, I'm not sure when i'll be updating again.

People are not reading anyway, no use. So yeah, Cheerious. :D

PS: take a deep breathe and think.

woahhh, kie with luggage ahh! ^^
Departure.
Parents.

Astro.

peeps going aus.

2010-05-28T07:52:00.002-08:00

goshh, stunning-ly gorgeous - melts my heart. :)

First of all, I just wanna say this to those who will be going to Australia tomorrow night.

Partly its because 2 of my precious people are going, leaving me alone here.

Cheyyyy, hahaha dramatic lah plakkkk. :)

Syaqila, my dearest bestfriend, I hope you will enjoy yourself.

Have a break from Singapore mann, that is sucha good thing ^_^

Do please take care of yourself, especially your health.

So gonna gona miss you like hell alot mannn.

How could you leave me here alone? Hehe. :-P

As for Syafiq, goshhh gonna miss you too.

You'll be going for 9 days. Both of you!

ahhhhhhh, so dead boring mannnnnnnnnnnnnnnn.

Nobody to crap with, nobody to laugh with....

Right shema? Hehh :-D

Just hope that you guys will have a safe journey, trip.

Hope you guys will have fun, enjoy yourself.

Stress-free dookkk.

I'm gonna miss you people truckloads mannn. :-(

Plus, Yang Kai already went back to his hometown.

His flight was just now in the afternoon.

He gave me sucha short notice mannn.

But nevermind. I just really hope everyone will came back safely, InsyaAllah.

I'll be off for camp soon too. At least it can reduce the boredom

without my close friends during my holidays.

Anyways, I've already gotten back my result slip.

and.. it just SHUCKS.

Whatever it is, Alhamdulillah its not that to the extend of bad.

I haven't shown it to my dad yet.

Perhaps after my pahang trip? ^^

One way to escape, thank god :-D

LOL, kidding.

Later i'll be going for wedding near JP.

Soon later, i'll be meeting bestf outside school insyaAllah.

At the same time, i will be able to say bye to the rest. :-)

I just hope time slows down i'm hanging out with them before their

flight. Heh, so that i can still text them.

Got to go now.

Adious, amigos!

" You have to accept that life is going on, and that

you won't be there to stop it from happening.."

2010-05-22T05:00:00.004-08:00

"you're gonna catch me if i fall down, down, down.."

First of all, I want to say..

Get well soon my dearest bestfriend.

Your fever is so sudden mann.

Just have enough rest, so that you can

come to school on Monday.

Loves :)

Yesterday CCA resumed.

my setting like shit. :-#

Right after training, both my hands

are blue-black. T___T

After training, headed home

and got ready to go Assyakirin.

I met many of my friends there, very fun :-D

I had fun listening to Ustaz Harun.

One way or another, I miss going to

camp at Masjid Tentera.

Today had to wake up early

for some YEC workshop.

I had fun there too :-)

Uncle John was enthusiatic, thus making

the activity more fun.

Had group discussions about some kind

of project, i don't what its for.

Heh, i forget lahhhh.

Happy 15th Birthday,

Muhammad Syafiq Bin Ja'afar!

Well, not gonna say much

cause I already wished you. Heh.

Again, hope you enjoyed your birthday. :-)

"the beauty of all when you believe in it.."

2010-05-20T05:30:00.002-08:00

"runaway to a faraway place.."

I have the sudden urge to get out
of Singapore as fast as I can.
Somewhere far?
Somewhere I can rest my head?
Somewhere alone?
There will always be a time like this.

I've gotten back all my results.
Well, its not because of my results that i want to go.
Anyway, my results was quite okay.
I improved alot in physics, like oh my goshh :D
Alhamdulillah.
Except that I did horribly terrible
in my combine humanities.
Let bygones be bygones.
What I know is, I SHOULD/MUST
do better next time round.
InsyaAllah :)

Picnic with girlfriends the other day was
FANTASTIC.
I had time to relax.
I had fun.
I had to do a dare.
I made a stupid face, and I won a chocolate.
HAHA.
That is ridiculous.

I had karate yesterday and it was terrific.
It was filled with mirth.
Now I know how to defend myself :)

Got to go now.
Adious.

"The more I look at them, the more i wonder -
what may I say to them?"

2010-05-17T06:44:00.003-08:00

"stuck, dilemma & clueless"

Today I woke up as early as 9am(is that considered early? HAHA)

Got ready and had some breakfast. Headed off to Jurong West Stadium

and really unexpected to meet Syafiq, Hafiz & Irwan there.

Anyway, bought my tics and started my workout.

I did 2 times of running & cycling

and quite a few times of weight lifting.

Spent 3 hours in there.

Got home, rested and read my book.

Even before that I was already clueless.

I think I'm under peer pressure

that caused me not to stand anything that makes me mad.

Even to the slightest issue.

ahh, forget it.

Tomorrow will be going picnic with peeps!

Can't wait! And i'm still thinking of what to bring.

Hahaaa, i don't even have any games.

Nevermind. I have alot alot of things to do tomorrow

morning before going out.

School is gonna start soon,

and results will be out soon.

Damn, i can't bare to look.

Nevermind.

Got to go,

Cheerious! :)

Life is a road, and I want to keep going.

Love is the river I want to keep flowing.

Life is a road, now and forever wonderful journey.

2010-05-16T07:02:00.004-08:00

How's my blogskin? Is it okay?

I took 1 whole day to figure what to put as my blogskin.

The background and pictures are all mine, with the help of my sister.

The small pictures are all my photography photos.

Next topic, Mid Year Examination are finally,

FINALLY over. Such a great relief.

I knew I did quite badly for some of the papers.

But what's done, cannot be undone righttt.

So let's just tawakkal and hope for the best :)

Insya'Allah, ameen.

So what did I do to occupy my 5 days 'holiday'?

Friday - went Jurong East with bestf.

Saturday - Went swimming with sister, and now i'm

dark, red like a BBQ prawn. Gosshhhh. T___T

Today - Just shucks V.V

I can't wait for wednesday to come.

Hurry, please?

I'm bored at home, with nothing to do.

Luckily I have a book to occupy my time.

Tomorrow i'm thinking of going to the gym to

work out my body, which is already lazy to do anything.

I can't wait for KARATE LESSONS on wednesday!

:DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

'wachaaaaaaaaak!'

Don't playplay with me ahh. ^^

You give me trouble, I give you hell.

Chey, speaking. XD HAHA kidding.

I'm looking forward to Volleyball Camp

3rd-5th June 2010.

Since I have the chance to buy the BBQ stuffs

for the volleyball camp finale, i'm sooo

gonna grab everything in the NTUC Fairprice.

teeheeee~ i'm just joking, ms wong. :)

Right after Volleyball Camp,

Ms Wong and I will proceed on with the Pahang Camp

5th-9th June 2010.

Its gonna be very exhausting, but PERSEVERE! :D

Jia you to both of us, HAHA. ~.~

Got to go for now,

Adious!

I never run out of 'sorry's because

I never run out of mistakes to make.

- Nurul Aqilah

I miss YLC. :(

2010-05-02T03:13:00.003-08:00

Get it? I'm showing off my DUDE HARLINO to you :)

My hair is in a mess, like a mad woman,

just like how i'm madly in love with DUDE HARLINO.

HAHA, get that sister? He's mineeeee!

teeheee~

Yesterday went swimming with sister.

Did only 7 laps in the olympic pool and was

already exhausted. How can that be? ~.~

It rained when we headed to Pioneer Mall

and unfortunately, we didn't had any umbrella.

Kwang kwang kwaaaang.

I slept early yesterday siahhh.

Today just to clear my mind,

went to play swing & head to NTU park.

What a waste, I didn't bring my phone along. T__T

Gotta go now, toodles :)

The girl above, is the girl I'm missing right now.

I want her to stay happy.

I want her to stay cheeky.

I want her to keep laughing.

I want her to keep crapping.

I want her to keep being dramatic.

I want her to stop crying.

I want her to keep smiling.

Cause yeah, she IS my BESTFRIEND. :)

I don't want to lose a friend.

Keep that it mind <3

2010-04-30T01:23:00.007-08:00

Hey heyy heyyyy. Like at last i decided to blog.

Simply because things are getting sickening.

At last I understood the heading of my blog.

Simply sick and tired.

I'm not pretty sure why?

I asked myself, "How many chances do I need to have to get it right?"

Mid-Year Examinations already started.

2 papers down. So, how many more to go?

Tough luck ahh. I'm so not ready for MYE. ~.~

I've bought new earpiece.

YAY!

Now i'm trying to save up money.

Nak beli ape, itu nanti bile dah ade duit baru cakap. ^^

Oh yah, people made me laughed in class today.

and someone said, "wahh, laugh already?"

Glad to have friends. Thank you :)

this is the thing i'm missing most.

I miss Aaiyisah. Juniors. Seniors. Team mates. Volleyballs. Court. Net. Knee Pad.

Simply everything, except coach. HAHA. kidding. :P

My hair is like SHIT! eh by the way, Irwin look different w/o spects. ^^

I have a new family now.

Never thought I could even step into being an Executive Councillor.

Alhamdulillah, I'm the Head of Internal Affairs now.

Pairing up with Khalisah.

Hope that everything will go on well from now.

I hope everyone will stay strong, face the obstacles together.

I hope there won't be arguments cause seriously, there's

no time for that. Agree?

Let's be more mature now.

How bout that? ^^

Cause we are already mature. teheee~

:) Love councillors. :D

PS: sorry khalisah, i took this picture from your blog.

my photography :)

I love photo-graphy.

You know what? Even if I don't get to go Australia,

its fine with me. Cause I believe, there's always reasons behind it.

Always, always. :-)

And even if I'm not going Australia, that means i'm not going to miss the..

VOLLEYBALL AND PAHANG CAMP! woohooo :-)

Any the ways, I went Jurong Point yesterday after school.

Actually shopping alone is quite fun yknow.

Weirdly, because I looked at the storybooks in Popular.

Felt like i went into the story. HAHA.

Gotta get that book in my grip. ^^ MUAHAHA.

Gotta go for now.. Cheerious. =D

I have no idea what to do now cause whatever steps I make, its just simply ruining everything. A silly, stupid, careless mistake. Should I just move a step back so that I can just watch it all move as how it is supposed to go? Maybe? Should just keep my mouth shut and sealed. What to do? Things have happened, and I don't have the power to turn it back. That's the reason why I asked myself, "How many chances do I need to FINALLY get it right?" My reply would be, NO IDEA. Perhaps I should just stop dreaming and START LIVING, for goodness sake. Live life to the fullest like this is the last chance. Hey everyone, I want to apologise for every sin I make towards you guys. Any hurtful things. Sorry once again. And yah, maybe i'm not a good friend to be with.

xoxo,

Aqit

@ just-you-andme.blogspot.com

2010-04-10T07:57:00.005-08:00

9th, 4 am.

Rushed to flag day.

It was a very fun thing as its my first time.

Can I do it again? =D

Looking forward to the next flag day

which i'm not sure if there'll be any. ~.~

Sort of did my homework at JE library

and then headed to Jurong Point to have lunch.

Set to work only at 3pm.

Many funny incidents, teeheee.

weird people. like yknow... HAHA.

I even got scolded by one uncle -___-

and it feels so happy when there are such initiative people,

kind people who would like to donate

and even find their wallet in the big bag.

Thank you. Seriously. :)

However, when I got home..

things just get shit.

i don't know but my mood just swings.

actually even before i got home.

ahh, shudup.

homework

I love you, Dude Harlino.

and i'm feeling very sad that Cahaya Sinetron had finished.

:'( come back satriaaaaaaa!
heh, how over reacting. :P

2010-04-06T12:06:00.004-08:00

mad about physics.
wow, how shocking cause i'm into physics now. -.-

I've been wanting to buy

bubbles like, really despo for it. ~_~

I've got tons of homework & things to do

and it seems like things are happening so quickly.

I'm trying to buck up in my Physics & Chemistry.

InsyaAllah, i'll be able to improve. :-)

Monday had Badminton Interhouse

and glad that Bestf and I played doubles

as we won 2 games out of 3. =D

YAY!

Hey, i gotta turn to bed now.

Its 4 am and i'm just done with homework.

Kuangkuangkuangggg~

2010-04-04T06:00:00.002-08:00

QiizyInin. :D

walaoweeeeei, i don't have time to post up

my Dude Harlino's picture. :(

But nevermind, i still have other time yeah?

I need to revise Pure Physics.

Like, mannnnn. Can I have a life?

HAHA, what a stupid question.

Be strong. :)

Me: What is the difference between the two questions?

Teacher: It is two different questions.

Us: Huh? krickkrick? HAHAHA XD!

Khalisah: What do you mean by the 2nd question?

Teacher: Yah, 2nd question. *walks off

Us: ?? HAHAHA!

Anywaaaay, i have set a rule for myself.

:) and I hope i'm able to do that.

also, i'm glad that these things are happening.

For a reason, and i appreciate it.

Alhamdulillah :)

PS: disappointment indeed. ;-)

2010-03-28T08:45:00.002-08:00

flyer with dear<3

Hey guys, i'm kinda rushing to bed right now.

Need to go to sleep, cause tomorrow is schooling.

I just want to summarise about my fabulous weekend :D

Saturday.

Bestf's crib > Jurong Point > Trained to City Hall with great friends

> Marina Square with teachers > Singapore Flyer > Trained to Woodlands with dear

> Republic Poly with sister > Dude Harlino's session(!) > Burger King

> Trained home. :)

Sunday.

Trained to City Hall with dear - Singapore Flyer - Chingay parade

- Singapore River - Trained home :-)

As a summary, my weekend was wonderful :D

I love my friends. ^^

I'll update more when i have the time.

Toodles~

2010-03-21T06:34:00.002-08:00

Okay, short post here cause i'm veeeeery busy with school work.

Physics homework is really getting on my nerves.
Social Studies homework is so TROUBLESOME.
Last self-training was PATHETIC.
I miss my classmates & friends.
I really need to train my setting. T____T

Like at long last, my social studies & physics homework is done. I tell you.. if i'm still going to stand up in physics class again, i give up already. HAHA.

Mummy's and Nurhafiz's birthday is coming up. what to buy. what to buy. MANNN!

Anyway, trip to gym with mates was fun. Training was not. But lunch was. ^_^ photos will be updated soon when I have the time. which i don't know when it will be. Oh yah, i need to say something.

Khairul 'Aizat: I'm so sorry about what I've said. I really have no time right now. School activities fills my every day life. And I simply have no time. You have a new friend right now, my sister. So i'm thinking perhaps she can accompany you since I don't have the time to do so. However, yeah i remembered the times you used to gitak me and such. Kinda miss it some how. So, take care alright.

Good night people. :-)

2010-03-18T06:11:00.002-08:00

Dragon Boat

Heyyyy, Sup peepos!

I've been too busy with school stuffs that I don't even have

time to touch the computer.

Normal routines,

school-eat-homework-sleep.

I want a lifee somehow. Can I? HAAA.

On the 13th March,

had Futsal Competition.

Reported for duty early in the morning.

How early we woke up, we were still late.

HAHA.

The ones on duty had a great time for sure.

And I had fun playing futsal too.

oh yah, Basketball with Jameson.

Jameson taught me how to dribble

but i still couldn't get it. -____-

Just a few days ago,

we had Induction Camp.

Went to school with dear and prepared stuffs

for the farewell.

We had this looong talk about

public speaking and or personality.

I mean it when i said its LONG. T_T

However, I like the talk

cause it can help me with my stage fright.

How can I be a teacher in the future

if I still have stage fright riggght.~

I don't want to comment on the

activity before the party.

Cause I know we did our best :D

Not our fault aitee.

The farewell party was okay.

Sang 2 songs with Chindi while

bestf played the guitar.

Cleaned up the place

and the committee had our late dinner

and slept around 1am.

Woke up, washed up,

and the committee slept again in the council room.

Got ready to head for Dragon Boating

at Bedok Reservoir.

Slept like wth in the bus.

Did dragon boating,

which was quite tiring.

During break time,

spend time with dear. :)

Head back to school

and had a short meeting with mdm shafie.

Then dear sent me home

and was like sighing cause

he's away for 3 days camp right now.

Without a phone. :(

Anyway,

tomorrow going to gym.

I'm so sorry for the last minute info.

Heh.

Gotta rest. I'll post more pictures soon.

Toodles :)

PS: I miss you terribly.

cross country

2010-03-10T05:43:00.003-08:00

there's always a bright side in everything.

Okay, i'm back to blogging cause I kinda miss it. :D

Things are okay now, better than the previous post I guess.

I got back all my results except for Malay.

Expected -fail- for every paper cause I knew those papers

were hard for me.

But Alhamdulillah, I passed.

Though it was not a good pass, but just cukup makan pass.

InsyaAllah I can do way much better by Mid-Year.

Thanks to Mr Johnny Tan that I felt encouraged

due to certain reasons :D

Thank You cher.

Volleyball as I can see,

CASE CLOSE.

and i'm SO GLAD, thank god.

I love volleyball,

cause they're the people who never

fail to give me support & encouragement. :-)

Council, kinda busy with

many meetings. But whatever it is,

we always have fun during our meetings. ^^

Today had Cross Country at

Chinese Garden.

But sucha waste of time, that it rained non-stop.

Was all the way with Syafiq, not sure of what to do.

HAAAAAAAAAAAA.

Went home with BESTFRIEND(!)

then had lunch with Li, kie & shems.

Had meeting with committee and

it was LAUGH-OUT-LOUD session.

I'm still wondering when the next cross country will be.

Hopefully it rains again. HAHA. =D

Went home with Bestfriend :)

Well, EXPECT THE UNEXPECTED

person to appear ;-)

By the way, I found a new close mate in class.

JAMESON.

I can't wait for holidays

I'M THANKFUL TO HAVE SUCH GREAT FRIENDS.

Cheerios~

2010-02-28T07:32:00.002-08:00

sometimes i wish that this umbrella can make me soar up high.

Now i'm in the blogging mood, so you guys who kept

saying my blog is dusty should be thankful. HUAHUA.

I've been revising since afternoon till now.

that's weird cause i've never did this before.

That's an improvement! :D or I think its just a way

so that I can occupy myself huh.

One more thing,

I burped umpteen times today.

HAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA.

I'm saying this cause i really have nothing to update about.

Just whatsup is with me these days?

NO IDEA.

I feel like I want to be alone for some time.

I want to reflect about myself.

I keep being pessimistic.

And i need help in that,

cause i don't want the nightmare to

haunt me again, making my life miserable

ALL OVER AGAIN.

I'll be having my Physics, Malay,

E maths & A maths CA

in that very same pathetic week.

Wish me luck. :)

PS: live like you're dying.

2010-02-27T08:42:00.002-08:00

ECP.

Haaaaaaaaaaaaaa, hello.

okayokay, i'm back. okay, i'm updating. OKAYOKAY. :)

actually i dk what to update. but what-ever.

Yesterday went Swensen with sister, abang & his friend. Met dear there too :)

abang thought we are boyf girlf. HUAHUA. you've been PUNK`ed mannnn.

Anyway, life is okay now. Except that the exact same thing is happening again, my usual nightmare which i thought i've forgotten. Wished I was and am stronger, but sadly, no i'm weak.

Too weak, i guess?

Somehow or somewhat, i'm missing bestfriend. Well, nevermind.

Cheerious! :-)

PS: Just keep smiling and you'll never know :D

2010-02-12T07:36:00.002-08:00

something that i took :)

Heyyyyyyy people!

I know that my blog has been very dusty.

But I really didn't have the time to even on the computer.

Timetable sucks big time.

and I don't even have much rest time.

school-homework-sleep.

anyway, i'll update more soon.

gotta get this blogskin changing.

Not nice, bleah.

by the way, Happy Valentines :)

BYE

2010-01-04T07:16:00.002-08:00

Heyyy people :)

Today is the first day of school. Thanks to bestf that she woke me up early.
It rained cats and dogs this morning.
Did morning duty with OM Chan :DD AGAIN!

Had the shock of my life, the WORST nightmare i ever had, ON MY FIRST DAY BACK TO SCHOOL!!!!!
Mrs Ng is now my FORM teacher. My volleyball teacher.
The teacher that i've been always running away from. ^^
!@#$%^&*()*&^%$##@!
How worst can this thing get?

Seriously Secondary 3 life is gonna be tough.
I guess I REALLY have no choice, but to accept that teacher as my form teacher
and get use to her. TOUGH LUCK EH QIT.

I'm now sitting with Kenny, the best in MATHS. T____T
but luckily got dhacha and isaac behind me ^^
I think i'm soo gonna concentrate with the clever people surrounding me.

Around 11, we headed too 1/3 and blablabla, taught them the school's creed and song
then tour them around the school.
Khairuddin was seriously, getting on my nerve. HAHA.
He kicked me until my uniform is dirty. SHIT YOU :P

Jia You, and good luck to people, especially me ;-)

BYE

PS: crazy for you

2010-01-02T07:05:00.003-08:00

on the phone SEMPAT ambek gambar, HAHAH

Hey whatsup yawwwwwww !

School is starting soon.

and i'm seriously NOT READY for it.

But I have to be.

No choice, die die must get ready.

I only revised A FEW of my Sec 2 maths.

and that's terrible.

Cause school is just like about in 2 days time.

Damn ittttttt~

Like whuaaaat?

sekarang baru nak panic eh qit.

Baeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeek!

okay, wdv.

Today had to wake up at 9.30

walaowei, i slept at 4 YOU KNOW?!

tired siahhhh.

But I had fun even if it was at central.

Waited at the bank for sucha long time.

Too many inside jokes.

Really.

I can't tahan my perut. HAHAH.

i dun have anything to update actually.

just scared~

HEH.

BYE

PS: luv yahhh

2010-01-01T07:22:00.002-08:00

Heyyy people.

HAPPY NEW YEAR AGAIN!
&&
HAPPY ANNIVERSARY to Mum and Dad :)
(yesterday)

Today went Jurong Point with sis & bro.
Bought purple wallet(YAY!)
Try-out the cameras at Sony style.
Head back home around 5pm.

Sometimes, i get pissed off when people
make things big by just a small thing.
A small thing, that is not even
important or like necessary to make
it as a subject to fight about.

By the way, I just got the link to my
2010's timetable!
EVERYTHING IS SOO SUCKISH!
Good luck to me and to others who will be in 3e5.
Adious.

click to enlarge.

PS: friends.

2009-12-31T05:58:00.024-08:00

Bestfriend !

Khalisah

Ben !!!!!!!

promoting ICE CREAM!

Jeff gave me double ice-cream :D XD

Heyy everyone :D

YLC Reunion was terrificly, BOOMZ!
Can't stop talking about it since yesterday. ^^
When we arrived, had to make this crazy picture at the entrance
and I LOVE MY PROPS! :D

Pathetically, only a few of the Centurions came.
and only Khalisah & I were from the YLC4.
But nevertheless, as expected, we were bonded
even though we don't even know each other and everyone
was older than us.
Go Go Centurions! :DDD

I enjoyed during the games and
the short talk Jeff gave to us.
The tower making, was silly and LAUGH OUT LOUD
for the outcome of the Centurion's newspaper tower XD

The dinner was splendid. Had lots of food
and before I even finished my meal, ICE CREAM CAME!
Free somemore! ^^
Took one, took pictures, & Jeff gave me a double scoop ice cream =D
Continued back with the performance,
and laughed alot due to Fauzi's & the other MCs jokes.

CONGRATULATIONS to Sarmirah for winning
the Ms BestDress :DDDD
The bused home was freaking fun
as only 6 of us were on the BIG bus.
Danced with no song, took pictures in the dark
and disturbed the driver.
MUAHAHAHAH. :P

Yesterday's training was very very very fun.
Junior Coach came and we did alot of match.
"Setter! why are you there?"
"Setter, you should run here."
"Take your time okay."
HAHAHAHAHAHA

Body cramps, LEG CRAMPS!
I feel, oh i meant WE felt like an old lady
walking down the staircase and an old lady running.
HAH! pathetic, cause the pain was unbearable.
You will have a hard time to sit, and sometimes your would
prefer to stand that to sit.

It's painful when you want to sit on the
toilet bowl.
It's painful when you want to walk.
It's VERY painful when you want to climb down
the stairs.
It's painful when you want to stand up.
As a summary, IT'S VERY PAINFUL! >=<>

________________________________________________________________

okay, New Year is gonna come in about half-hours time.
For this, I wanna say...
HEY, HOW BOUT WE START ANEW FOR EVERYTHING? :D
oh yahh...

There have been many times in 2009 when I may have
disturbed you guys,
troubled you guys,
irritated you guys,
bugged you guys...

Today, I just wanna tell you that...
I PLAN TO CONTINUE DOING IT IN 2010!!!!!
HAPPY NEW YEAR....!!!!!

Wakakaka, i'm evil, i know. HAHA
I was just joking mannnnn. :P
New year is like nothing actually.
I also don't understand why everyone is excited.
Going countdown and such.

2009 have many ups & downs for me.
when I say many, really there were many.
Studies, Project work, Friends & Family.
and we've gone through this together. :)

2E4, I'M SOO GONNA MISS YOU GUYS !
CONTINUE TO ROCK ON OUR SOCKS OKAY!!!!!!
love yah people :D

My 2010's resolution is to...

Become a better person in life.
Become a better daughter/sister in my family.
Buck up in my grades.
Buck up in my volleyball skills

and I'm VERY grateful that i'm still living in this world,
therefore, Thank you Allah for guiding me to the right path, insyaAllah. :)

Appreciation

Nurul Syaqila Bte Baktiar,
I never thought i would find a bestfriend like you.
Cause you're the BEST friend i ever had.
We've been together through thick & thins, agree?
like REALLY thick & thins.
Whatever happens to you, happens to me in the future.
What you feel, is the same like what i'm feeling.
We're like twins.
Even when we had misunderstandings,
we cleared it up smoothly.
I love the moment we hug
cause it's very warm.
Your smile makes me calm.
Your crazyness makes me go CRAAAZZY ALSO!
My family is like your family.
Your family is like mine too.
I'd treasure the times with you
and hope we're still bestfriends till we become
50 years down the road :)
Thank you Bestfriend. I LOVE YOU :D
and YOU ROCK MY LIFE TILL THE END.

Rahsia OSH2 + Isa, Irwan & Fa'eez,
you guys we were GREAT!
You guys filled up my life
when I have no one in class;
when I have nobody to talk to;
when I have nobody to laugh with.
You guys make me laugh with tears.
You guys saw me cry many times.
You guys talk to me when i'm down.
You guys make stupid jokes/silly jokes,
but I LOVE IT. :)
and you guys ROCK MY WORLD.

Isa,
hey there tecktonik, crazy friend of mine!
you used to make me pissed in class,
but still, you're my FRIEND!!!!!
we talked about our problems and feelings
even though it feels weird when we're talking about it.
You taught me how to dance tecktonik
and the dancing skills of yours.
I'm your friend when you're lonely.
and YOU 'RE MY FRIEND whenever i need one.
We used to share food, and yah, we ate alot :D
I would treasure the times I sat with you in class
and talk about my FIKRI ADAM and your infatuation.
I miss you, friend. and i'm gonna miss you more next year. :D

Qifipis,
i'm speechless, cause you guys are GREAT
and my best boy friends in class,
my scandal and my husband in malay class.
Times with you guys were great, really.
Conference and sharing of stuffs.
Meet up after terawih(!)
Camwhores.
I love you guys<3>

These freaks, ROCK ON!
Noor Hafizan,
here's something for you. :)
wait wait. first thing first.
Kalau saket, JANGAN DRAW cikgu cakap.
wakakaka :P
I remembered when I cried,
you would ask, 'Asal?'
And even go to the extend to draw it out.
I find that very cute, HAHAH.
Fizan, SENYUM eyyy :DD
oh yah, we've gone through PW together.
very frustrating right?
But then, what's past is past lahh eyy ^^
Thank you for being my friend
and always cheering on when I cry.
One last thing,
Carrier/Career :D
GR~

Nur Khalisah,
we fought alot.
and I know that.
We're lovers and stalkers.
Everywhere we go, we're together.
We share food in class.
I pissed you up in class for asking TOO MANY questions.
I shouted at you in class due to PW.
I scold the hell out to you to vent out my anger(SORRY!)
You always called me Zombie makan roti.
and you always say, 'Merepek ah Qit!'
We fought alot, laughed alout, cried alot together.
We've been through ups and downs together too.
So, how about we start fresh?
And i'm sorry for the past.

Khairul 'Aizat,
can I say, my best valentine? HAHA
when we talk, it's like nobody's business.
We quarrel even due to smallest things.
or should i say silliest things.
I know i've changed.
But, give me time.
Thanks.
You're my close friend.
and i appreciate that.
you know when i'm feeling down.
I know when you're feeling down.
and I too, want the past back.
It's a matter of time.
Thanks 'Aizat,, for everything + chocolate :D

We the Kings!
I can say, I miss working with you guys.
Umpteen times trips to Frontier &
visits to Carita's house to work things out.
But I enjoyed it even though there were many frustrations.
I miss you guys. and I love you guys :)
You guys rockkk~

Clan,
we were once together.
But not anymore.
But no matter what, we're still as one.
Crazy mornings together,
trips together,
laugh together.
And this is what I call, real friends. :)
We cried during confessions
as we mesmerized our memories.
I have a beautiful memory with you guys.
AND CAN'T WAIT TO MEET UP SOON!
love you guys VERY VERY VERY much! :DDD

Syarif,

you're still my friend, no matter what.
I can accept the past now.
Thanks for making my birthday eve a great one :)
You were there to see me cry.
The way we met during sec 1 was very funny.
All those memories with Rizal, HAHAH.
i likeeee. very fun.
school library, blahblahblah.
Thanks for being my friend until now.
Good luck in the new school,
and take care :)

Volleyball babes,
Hey, YOU GUYS WERE GREAT I TELL YOU!
outing together was fun.
training together was fantastic.
meetings together was chaotic.
laughing out loud together was the BEST.
cheering as one is what i've always wanted to hear.
And i've heard it, thank you guys.
Do put in your 100% effort for this volleyball team.
JIAYOU BOONLAY!
BOONLAY STEADY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :DDD

2E4,
i've already wrote what i wanted to say aboveeeee ^^
and, i'm gonna miss you guys. alot. alot. alot.
Rock on guys! :)

Shema,
I miss you like alot mannnx.
I dreamt that you came home.
Hope you arrive safely.
TAKE CARE!

HAPPY NEW YEAR!

2009-12-28T09:05:00.003-08:00

strumming some heartstrings

Heyo, whatsup? :D

I must say i felt release yesterday.

Had a very fun time at the playground with babes,

disturbing the favourite 2 small kids there. :D

Training was chaotic & fun even though

we didn't get to use the Indoor Sports Hall.

Spent quite a lot of time for the Physical Training with the Sec 1s.

I'm satisfied now that I heard everyone's voice

but as one, cheering on. :)

But the funny part was that Mr Namdi asked us

to lower down our volume or best,

just stop what we were doing. HAHAH

I don't want to talk about the seniors

that came to train us =S

I FELL DOWN UMPTEEN TIMES.

pathetic much? -_____-

But I had fun, seriously.

The meeting and heart-to-heart session

with everyone was great.

Got all those positive & negative feedbacks about me.

And yah, thanks for reminding that i'm a Vice Captain.

Very(x100) exhausted &

obviously, KO soon.

I DON'T OWN ANY YELLOW for the reunion

and Sarmira is kind enough to lend me hers.

THANKS HOOO! :D

12pm @ Central
12.30pm @ Bestfriend's crib
3pm @ JP
4pm @ NP Convention Hall

PS: Boy, you're so charming.

2009-12-27T07:57:00.004-08:00

firstly, i wanna wish Sezairi Sezali CONGRATULATIONS
and a big round of applause for him
as he had won the Singapore Idol :DDD

I can't believe myself that i actually watched the
Grand Finals on tee-v just now.
Weird much? HAHA

Yesterday late night went Boonlay Place
with abang to buy nasi lemak.
SANGGUP eh bile lapar ^^
The ride was seriously cold as the rain just ended
and we're on the bike on a fast speed.
both abang and I shivered like hell
and bought ourselves hot tea ^^

Today mostly watch tee-v T__T
and no idea why was I so hyper and
kept dancing around? -____-
Probably due to watching Step Up, HAHAH
how kewl ~ :D

A few hours ago,
kara-okayyyy with sis like mad people
in the middle of the night
and then proceeded to watch SG idols again.
YAY SEZAIRI! ;-)

Tomorrow having training andddddd
ONE MORE DAY TO YLC REUNION!
WHATTOWEAR?!
But then, i was thinking of wearing the outfit
in my picture above.
What do you guys think? ^^
Opinions, in tagboard please. THANK YOU.
Much appreciated :)

BYE

PS: the moment with you is just perfect <3>

2009-12-25T07:56:00.004-08:00

HOHOHO, how was the Christmas people? :D

All i know is that they had a small party under firman's blk
like a countdown or something.
And my brother got LOADS of like expensive prezzies.
How unfair :P

Today woke up at 10am, WOAHHH. XD
Bought breakfast at central.
And can anyone tell me if they know the difference between
Masalah Thosai & normal Thosai?
cause my sis ended up not in the mood because of this topic.
HAHAH

Basically i had fun yesterday night learning
A night to remember dance steps.
Not the solo but the partner-ing dance. ;-)

andand, can you people believe it?
I JUST REVISED MY SEC 2 MATHS JUST NOW!
but just for the pathetic 1 hour before i online. -___-
well at least its an achievement for me.
*claps :D

proper updates soon

BYE

PS: Hearing about yourself in the third person makes you feel like a third of a person.

I love you more than Peanut Chews;
I love you more than kangaroos.

I love you more than a bee makes honey;
I love you more than jokes are funny.

I love you more than a book has words;
I love you more than a cat hates birds..

2009-12-24T05:37:00.003-08:00

HOHOHO, Merry Christmas eve.

waitwait, the spelling correct or not ah? -.-

I'm not celebrating or expecting any prezzie, but just for those who's celebrating it.

Yesterday ended up sleeping at 3am padahal wanted to sleep at 2.

My sis sleep walk and suddenly screamed. like WHATTHEHELL.

macam paranormal activities gitu.

after a moment after she screamed, mum went inside my room

and asked me to sleep with her.

FORCED to. As i have hard time to adapt to new environment.

Sis told me that suddenly she woke up,

standing in my parents room.

& that's when she started screaming, 'IBU!'

Woke up the next morning, went Jurong Point.

walkwalkwalk & bought Hafizan's birthday present.

Hope he likes it :)

Ohyah, HAFIZAN IS BACK! ^^

Went home, got to know my mum board Brick Game.

Can you imagine?

WEIRD lohhhhh -.-

andand, now it's Hafiz who's going out

of Singapore for 5 days.

Have a safe trip there :)

BYE

PS: crave for the feelings of being free

When i'm sad,

You make me happy.

When i'm happy,

You make me laugh.

2009-12-23T06:44:00.003-08:00

Typically la-zy to update.
proper updates soon.

well, i can't seemed to reminisce what telah happened.
Sianz yknow, woke up late but arrived just in time for sec 1 registration.
I felt like a windup toy that had been too tightly wound. T__T
Very exhausting and kecohhh with all those parents.
Questions thrown on us, luckily i could answer. -phew!-
Seen people i dislike and like from my primary school.

woah woahhhh, KHAIRUDDIN IS NOW BOONLAYIAN! =D
after registration, went for training for i-don't-know what.
Cause we were in uniform -__- and not allowed to play.
--> Met Hafiz & Syafiq and walked till neighbourhood park.
lepak2 there and made up stories and such.
FUNNEH ehhh. HAHA.
2+ went home, eat and sleep.
that's all i know. XD
& at night, spent time with small kids.

Oh yah, Hope both Hafiz & Hafizan have a safe journey and holiday.
Hope you guys have fun over there. :D

You know, i have this habit of being pervious.
Maybe too pervious.
INEEDTOCHANGE.
sometimes when someone asks you if you're in a bad mood, it can actually put you in a bad mood.

Saw you hanging from a tree,

And I made believe it was me.

I'm sticking with you

'Cause I'm made out of glue.

Anything that you might do,

I'm gonna do, too..

PS: Sacrifice

2009-12-17T00:47:00.032-08:00

Assalamualaikum :D

And soo, on the 14th December 2009, we had 2e4 class outing.
I woke up late and I met them late. SORRY!
But glad they haven't go yet. HAHA. I wore all greens. EVEN MY BAG!
Save the earth. -___- ape kene mengene pun aku tak tahu.
Saw kie's mum :D around 9am, board the train.
Arrived at ECP area but then khalisah got confused and we had to go in circles.
How cute. ^^ As soon as we arrived, settled down changed clothes and stuff.

Too much of camwhore I guess? XD Played water in the sea.
Captain ball and stuffs. Then Mr Salizam arrived, had our lunch.
Irwan, Nai, Syafiq, Khalisah & me continued on to play in the sea,
then we had this ghost-story telling. But seriously the wave doesn't like us.
As soon as we got out, the wave seemed to calm down.
I think it's not suitable to talk about such stuffs in the water.

Well, I really enjoyed that moment lorhhhh. So fun!
Oh ya, we played sand on irwan's leg blablabla. Kambeng. Huhu.
Then all rented bicycles except for cher, irwan & syafiq.
So all went to cycle from one end of the jetty to the other end.
BUTT CRAMPS. V_V
and people like Hafizan & Hafiz had terrible leg cramps.
After 2 hours of non-stop cycling, went to wash up
and Khalisah & I had to go home due to curfews.
But whatever it is, I had fun. and so did we. :D
After washing and dinner at home, slept all the way.

Yesterday I had another gym day out.
But only 3 souls appeared including me. But we had fun. :D
Focused more in the gym and then to volleyball.
Chill at the stadium and had loads and loads of confessions. ^^
That's all I guess.

BYE.

PS: Sweet moment.

Love,

Aqilah♥

Pictures

Egoistic act. HAHA
Guizan & Reya.

Apis & Qilah

Isa tecktonik!

stalker♥

Glamourous babe

Atirah :D

Manje guee :D

set rambot keperrrr Guizan? ^^

Hafiz!

Hafizan!

Hotdog. Toot faces^^

rambot lawa ah tu. HAHA

soccer on sand

Farceur(?)

somehow we imagined we're on titanic XD

1st group

2nd group

picture of the Day :D

dog & bone

dog and bone

i love this picture(L)

ghost story telling

2009-12-14T08:07:00.002-08:00

Hey. enoughh alright? with my suckish day.

Woahh, i slept at 6.30am yesterday.
The moment I woke up, my body felt terribly miserable like shit.
No energy to eat, No energy to walk.
Pathetic much? T____T

Luckily I was not late to meet kieky.
Okay, don't want talk much about work out.
As to summarise, it was fun. very. superb.
Especially during the volleyball part.
There was this guy(stranger) who played with us.
He used to be a setter and Bestf, Yuan Ching and I challenged together with him.
Very funtabulous. HAHA. got such word mehh?

oh yah, it was kinda fun running on tracks for 3 rounds & 1/2.
All dah pancet. SLOW AND STEADY wins the race babe. :D
cam paaaaa je aku ehhh.

Anyway, may I know what's the use of class outing if lepas satu, satu tak nak pergi?
-______- those who are not going, seriously wasted.
+ Had a fight with sister.
andddd, another thing popped up at night.

How I wish I can just say all the vulgarities here in this damn blog.
But it's okay. I will try not to say any. :D

Class Outing

8am

PS: c'mon make my day feel more SHIT-T€R.

Love,

Aqilah<3

2009-12-13T06:37:00.003-08:00

Heyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy people from another family :D

Short post okay peepos.
Firstly, imma gonna write about Dude Harlino♥.
He's sucha sweet, gorgeous, close to perfection kind of guy.
He brought a lady to the right path. Like OHMYGAWD.
I mean the lady he's close with, finally decided to follow Islam.
Dude is 29 years old. WOW. *melts
Anyway, to end the suspense for those who do not have a single clue who is he,
he's and Indonesian actor that i'm crazy in love with~

I mean like, so many friggin' people is CRAZY for Korean actors.
But i'm different. HAHAHA. LAUGH OUT LOUD!
okayyy, enough with Dude Harlino♥. :DDDDD

Most probably tomorrow going Gym to have a workout with
volleyball babes and gonna have our own training. Woahhhhhh~
Can't wait! :D

PS: Boy, you're ain't my runner up cause you're always number one.

Love,
Aqilah♥

2009-12-11T01:45:00.010-08:00

Pictures

Vivo City

on bikee
awfully chocolate !

Labrador Park

Malaysia

Astro boy :)

Donut shop

I took a picture of my parents and at that

time, my brother didn't smoke.

But when i snapped this picture, there seemed

to be a smoke nearby in the picture.

WEIRD.

Syahirah.

2009-12-10T09:48:00.011-08:00

Wassuuuuuuuup !

Yesterday went Vivo City with abang around noon.

walkwalkwalk, crapcrapcrap.

abang treated me lunch and awfully chocolate icecream.

The icecream was awfully DELICIOUS even though expensive.

HAHA.

Saw some disney characters during performance.

Lady on stage: Who is donald duck's girlfriend?

Me & abang: *raised hands up* I don't know. :(

HAHAHAHAH

I remembered this period of time where

Lion dance was at the entrance and abang wanted to smoke.

I almost cried I tell you.

HATE LION DANCE. :'(

Very scary. =S

After sucha long time spent at vivo,

headed to Orchard.

Took pictures while on bike and during traffic.

Really, don't follow me.

Dangerous siah. XD

Arrived at Orchard, met abang's friend

then went Mustafa Centre.

around 7++pm headed home.

It was nice to be on the bike

with the wind blowing of your face

as you see the sun sets

turning from skyblue,

to blue

and almost to black.

It's like all your feelings can

be let out as you're free with the wind.

On the way back home sang

out loud with abang on the bike..

Guess what song?

Cari Jodoh XD

Yest all I know I slept around 4.30am.

And woke up around 9+ due to mum's and sis's

screaming 'OHPOCOT!' T__T

as they were watching ghost stories.

But who cares, i slept back without even lifting

a muscle till 1pm. :D

Bathe and had a light breakfast

and walked slowly and took my own sweet

time to meet the others.

and PATHETICALLY, only 4 of us turned up.

At last we only gossiped and laugh laugh laugh.

oh yah, THANKS RAY NG for the bear :)

Headed to frontier for so reasonable reasons

and met Hafiz, Irwan & Syafiq.

Oh yah, before that met Hafizan.

talk talk but then he had to went home,

so said byeee :)

Hang out with them at the cafe and went Jurong Point.

Bought chewy junior for mum and went straight to kieky's granny's house.

Chatted with her, story telling ? HAHA.

Went home around 4++pm and

had to do chores and whatsoever.

The exact same thing is happening again.

Just about the same reasons all over again.

And i'm sick of it.

One advice : Stop being ego & just apologize.

All of a sudden I felt down.

With no reasons, those feelings came.

Negative, negative, negative was all in my mind.

You're the thing stucked inside my head.

You're who i'm thinking of.

Is this story just meant to live for a moment?
or forever as our lust?

Trust me,

feelings can come and go without even realising.

It's nature I guess?
And is that supposed to happen to us?

PS: number 1.

2009-12-08T09:47:00.002-08:00

Hey Yo ;D

so sorry no pictures yet cause i'm using a laptop. and i'm pissed enough with this blogskin cause it keeps like, okay forget it. -_____-

On the Sunday morning went Maqam Habib Noh as there was marhaban. Next headed to Labrador to eat and yeahhh, head to JB. Had a freaking funny and fun time with family ;-) All i remembered was I finally bought a new earpiece and abang bought christmas presents for his friends like mad and i laughed like nobody's business. XD

Yesterday had meeting with dearest classmates but only 16 people turned up. How pathetic. Where the heck was the other half? V.v after meeting went JP with Nai, Leah & Ain. Had lunch and went shopping. Found the shoelaces i wanted then we went to the SALES SHOP. can crazy siahhh. XD

proper updates soon.

BYE

PS: say that you love me.

2009-12-03T07:15:00.004-08:00

Oi,

just now was S.U.P.E.R.B !

Well, woke up late but who cares anyway. =D

met bestf then headed to boonlay MRT but aisah wasn't

there yet. I thought we were the ones late. Phew~

Went to take the cake ordered at Prima Deli

and aisah said that the birthday is for a 7 year-old person.

-________________________-

Then went mcd to have breakfast and the cashier was

very FUNNEH. XD

Took bus 30 to West Coast Park.

On the way, camwhore with lovely people :)

Arrived, changed clothes and stuffs but then me and aisah stayed

in the toilet for like freaking 1 hour, just doing the water balloons.

Like whattheheck~

Anyway, it was very freaky in the toilet.

We heard like lady inside the cubicle but got to know,

there was no one. =S

Then we had this icebreaker game

where introduction of each person was made and confessions.

I loikeyyyy ^_^

and soooo we started out water activity

and aisah's team lose so had to do punishment.

it rained like freaking cats and dogs.

and like what i said, like ducks, birds, whales also have. ~

No kidding sey. I was FREAKING scared.

All those thunder and lightning, just creeps me out.

Then we headed to Mcdonald and had our

cake cutting session.

Continued to play in the rain at the park.

Pyramid and stuffs. :D

Very funn lehhhhhhhhhhhh

then right, then....

we changed and i took panadol cause was not feeling well.

I'm the kind that is sensitive to rain.

Oh well~ whattodooooooo.

bus-ed home and slept in there.

blablablahhhhhhhhh.

Oh yah, on the way home..

Saw Shafiq, Afif, Dinesh and friends.

seriously,

STOP TEASING ME AND STOP

BRINGING UP HIS NAME LAH SEYYYYYY!

cause i'm not interested and i want to let go.

anw,

Pictures, please take a look at Facebook if you want.

Cheerious ! :D

PS: Don't leave me just like that.

2009-12-02T05:18:00.003-08:00

hello hello !

Just finished watching Paranormal Activity. When it ended, i shouted, "THAT'S IT??!"
I think it's because the last part was cut. shits~
No kidd, but i slept in the middle of the movie. HA-HA !
the movie was like making me dizzy till i have a serious headache.
pause-d the movie and slept for 1/2 hour and watched teeV for the next 1 hour
and continued.

woah woah - c'mon say it with me. WOAHHHHH
tomorrow volleyball outing manx. i haven't even think out the activities
for them. hahh, organized much? v.V
i don't know whuaat to do now, BORED.
help. =X

PS: be strong together

2009-12-01T06:19:00.012-08:00

Hohoho. :)

woahhh, completely speechless. so where should i start?
okok, firstly i had this Student Leaders Camp which was fabulous more than words can say.
I was grouped with lovely people like Arafah, Mogan, Omar, YangKai. :D
The night walk was greatly done. And i'm satisfied with it. :)
But too bad I had to leave early for another course at Beatty Secondary School.
it felt great to be able to join in the camp finale but SAD cause i went home early.

The next day had to go to course. freaking tired like hell. slept alot. like really ALOT.
and made a fool out of myself for sleeping infront of many people =S
but it was fun. made new friends and such. and i remember i was very hyper despite being exhausted. XD

A few days ago, went JB to meet long lost cousin. CHEY. XD then bought school bag & shoe.
Yipeeeeee!~
and the next day, went East Coast and on the same day too went West Coast park.
Dad was super hyper i tell you! XD
Yesterday went to buy school books + uniform. and meet team mates for meeting and bought items needed for outing. Today met bestf & lex. Met Syafiq on the way. So asked him to tag along. It was fun when lex showed his magic tricks. like so COOL mannn. ^^

To bestf : I want you to be strong like you usually are. My bestf always strong. I will always be here for you, anytime anywhere. And I want to thank you for being there for me everytime. Cause you understand every single bit. Thank you. :)

PS: fight in this war!

Dearest Ms Letch<3

idk who & teacher taufiq

Best leader

Brian, qit & Aidil

friendly-est girl

favourite joker in class ^^

2009-11-21T10:03:00.002-08:00

late night webcam session<3

Hei readers ;D

I've changed my blogskin like AT LAST. Satisfied, bestf? XD

Okok, i give a brief summary about Friday.

Went Pioneer Mall with besft and met Syafiq & Irwan.

Followed by ~ Firman, Hafiz & Hafizan.

Left early, and hung out at rooftop with besft till it rained heavily.

woah, so fun ;D

Played ice breaker games with councillors and enjoyed most

during the IGRC game :) But they sabotage me with a pail of water.

Thank you eh guys. T.T XD Everyone was freezing cold since then

and paling BAIKK sekali - WE DIDN'T BRING EXTRA SHIRT.

-___________-

singsingsing with bestf :] & at night talked on the phone till 4am cause i kept falling asleep when talking! XD

Okay now about Saturday.

Around 3pm, when Jurong East with abang by bike. On the bike, rained like

freaking cats and dogs and birds and snails all have. V.V

so we hang out under the block and stuffs. Went IMM

and looked around and bought stuffs.

Had my so called breakfast when it was already 7pm. macam nak buke puase gitu

It was really fun, rather than staying home like a good girl do. ~

OhOh, just now Hafizan said to me,

"You are more beautiful when autumn begins and winter ends."

HAHA. kekek ah XD ade2 aje.

BYE

PS: serious or whuaaaat? =D

2009-11-18T06:21:00.013-08:00

Hello there ;D today all i do is slack mannn. And it's FRIGGIN' boring without Bestf. =/ today i woke up at noon. baek per? HAHA. like yessah tomorrow got meeting. if not, for sure i will be stuck at home. Save me anyone? Anyway, below are pictures at the Ngee Ann Camp which was like a month ago. :) Enjoyyyyyyy.

Late night gathering
Mcdonald for breakfast(!)

Makan Place at NP

girlfriends<3

Ben and others

Late night dance lessons XD

Living room of our apartment

Our kitchen

bathroom

Our master bedroom :)

getting ready to sleep.

Chindi & Khalisah.

ME! :D

PS: Dangerously in love with you, boy.

2009-11-15T06:11:00.012-08:00

Bestfriend<33333 href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_5NE8MZcmm0E/SwAOaXeMQZI/AAAAAAAAA-I/Vx2BG1L2Zvw/s1600-h/DSC00979.JPG"> AstroGirl :)
Syafiq<3> Hafiz<3> Apis:)

Irwan!

Hafizan GUIZAN<3>:)

Mogan!

Hazwan.

Friends.

Khalisah & Kieky.

Woi ! :D

Above are the pictures during kaleidorama with the beloved people. Today was sucha BORE. T___T All i did was lay down on my bed, singsingsing, dancedancedance and on the phone with Riduan. Like YESSAH tomorrow have training :)

Eh by the way ~ the problems with my blogskin is kinda nice lehhhh. Really! HAHA. XD Ehhh Ehhh! Just now i heard that Kota Tinggi is flooded. Gosh, hope they're doing fine there. =/

Anw, bestie! Can't wait to meet up yawwww. :D

PS: Noor Hafizan ! Cheer up lahhhh, jangan muram2 kay? =D Senyum. :)

2009-11-13T23:40:00.002-08:00

Hooii, ;D.

Yesterday kaleidorama was chaotic, that was the part which i loikeee ;) Though VERY exhausting, still, it's an experience to usher BIG people, BIG attitude. HAHAH okay merepek.

But towards the end, frustrations, anger at once came in especially for the councillors. Pfft. Anyway, during the break time, it was kinda fun. Bestf, Mogan, Hazwan & Gary accompanied me. Something occured in the 7-11 store and Mogan was kinda protective of me. Heh. And he bought me this keychain which I REALLY think its a waste of money. But thanks :)

Had fun with the Rahsia and such, taking pictures and hanging out on the way to Jurong Point. Oh yah, pictures will be uploaded soon. No worries babe.
Eh the NCC cadets already left for Kota Tinggi. Take care lah horhhhh. ^^

PS: He makes me happy, i know where i'll be - right by your side cause you are the one. <3

*I hate spiders.

2009-11-10T07:01:00.002-08:00

HoHoHo. I'm updating just for Shema & Syaqila who keeps nagging and also Haziq who requested for my blog to be updated. HAHA. Well, my blogskin having a problem but i'm still lazy to change. So bare with it for a couple of days or perhaps weeks? ^^

Pictures pictures, I'll post it soon. Mannnn, I miss the Youth Leaders Camp. Pfft. Especially the air-conditioned apartment for us. MUAHAHAHA. Oh yah, one more major thing that happened - Shema Moawia Omer Elhag Ahmed left Singapore on 5th November 2009 which made me cried day and night. XD Hope she's doing fine there. :)

Proper updates soon.
BYE

PS: Happy moments can just change intoo sad moments in just a snap.

I feel like giving up.

2009-10-22T06:17:00.002-08:00

HELLO. ;D

I should just live my life to the fullest, shouldn't I? Despite all those obstacles i'm facing, i should just push through, shouldn't I? Well I've already gotten my results and got to be the 18th in class. Whatever it is, i'm thankful Alhamdulillah.

Today I just felt that this was part of my bad day. After school went to the 12th storey and did what I felt like doing. Hmms, I'm confused of what to do. But still, I love my life.

BYE

PS: You acted like you don't even care

2009-10-18T06:39:00.003-08:00

Hey people! I'm like back on this blog after soo effing long being dead from this blogger. Firstly, curse to all the spammers ;D Secondly, like at last End Year Examinations are over. WOOOO! But, BOO to public holiday. i'm friggin' sick being at home for the past 2 days. -______-

Well, sis have gone back to Japan. Kinda quiet at home without her. Hmms, but nevermind.
Anyway Shema, satistied now? XD

BYE

PS: I miss my friends - Syaq Kieky + Ex Clans & Malay Regiments =C

princesses

2009-10-13T19:50:00.001-08:00

Hey ho . ^^ Today i had a redonculously, fabulous(wahhh) time at the pool. +)
I was err, hehe, late when meeting kieky and then we headed off to Jurong West stadium.
To end off this swimming thing, my face turned red like a BBQ prawn(oh please). Pfft. Effing fun ah overall cause we bullied each other in the pool. HAHA

Then headed to KFC and had lunch and met Lee & Seri. Basically just accompanied her to trim her hair which at last, it turns out that she was not happy with her hair as soon as she arrived home and came crying - msging to me. =/ But I find that it was okay but she thought it was short -_____- cheer up.

Anyway, human from 2e4, anyone know what to bring to school tomorrow. Cause I absolutely have no idea what to bring and what to do. =X Beep me okay people.

BYE

PS: But I always forgot, I was never a princess. And even princesses did not have a love fairy tale, like I dreamt mine.

2009-08-22T06:06:00.019-08:00

Bullying time!

Sorry, i forgot to rotate.

Fadhil & Mogan.
:]

How pathetic is Syaq's face? XD

Rubbishhh~

I WAS NOT READY! XD

cute or what? XD

Mr Salizam & NPCC cadets.

She's trying to place hide & seek. -___-

Reena <3

Built a sand castle with Mogan. ^^

Candid XD

Dead Cockroach.

CIP

2009-08-22T04:18:00.003-08:00

Fasting month is HERE! =D

My 21 August 09 was a FABULOUS day.

It started out very chaotic due to badminton.

Ending of school was fun Laughing Out Loud with Rahsia OSH.

=DD ^^

Went home and changed.
Boarded bus to East Coast - slept &

woke up with red eyes and red nose. XD

Started out by taking group pictures

with the Volleyball members & NPCC cadets.

Grouped with Huining ; Syaqila ; Adibah & Moo.

Picked up rubbish - EEWWWWW.

Went to the NPCC's side of the beach

and took pictures with dead cockroaches. XD

Made sand castle with Fadhil & Mogan

HAHAHAHAH.

Headed back to the starting point

and ate lunch at McDonald.

Boarded bus to school and head to Mimie's crib

to take curry puffs.

Spent a GREAT time at rooftop

with Khalisah & Syaqila.

release tension ^^

Night, terawih and slept.

Today, terawih was very humid.

I perspired alot.

PS: Return it to me ;-)

'Aizat, takle eh pakai webdings? Salah ke? I'm not trying to hide it from everyone, BUT, it is for my blog's decorations purpose. -____- Don't assume, please?.

2009-08-20T02:56:00.003-08:00

Hah. I'm so freaking tired these past few days.
Satu hari takde problem tak sah. T___T
'Aizat, i have my own reasons why I did not contact
you for sooo long.
CAUSE I'M BUSY.
Yeah, that's meant for other people too.

I've been trying to forget all those
unnecessary incidents going on.
CAs are coming, Final Year Exam is coming too.
Fasting month coming, YAY!

People kept saying I looked troubled.
Perhaps yeah.
Fa'eez noticed the change in my attitude.
Suddenly sooo QUIET. -.- XD
English CA was 0-kay. So, I didn't say it's fine. ^^

Tomorrow for CCA, will be going to East Coast
for CIP with both the Volleyball & NPCC members.
Like, yessah !! ^^
Just now i've passed the Executive Councillor thing.
But it was so sudden.
I thought being in the Ex-Co Trial was gonna be longggggg.
But it didn't. I received the badge &
now, I'm worried I couldn't handle this stand properly.

Hope everything is gonna be alright.
Oh ya, Happy 6th Months Anniversary, Fikri Adam :]
Tomorrow's gonna be 1 year.
Congrats. ;-(

PS: I wanna know who told you I was letting go.
It always comes back to you.

2009-08-18T06:21:00.002-08:00

Hey, i've changed blogskin.
Ah, cannot be bothered with layout anymore.
Suchaa waste of my precious time.

These few days I just can't find the perfect
someone, to share my pain.
It seemed to be burden-ing on my shoulders.
Feelings are mixed up.
Eyes kept swelling.

Yesterday had Volleyball 'C' Div. Interhouse.
Though we got in the 2nd place, at least we tried our best
thanks to Syaqila, Cyrus, Xien Chun(?), Christian & Aini... and me! (:
The 2nd place was worth my fall till i injured my hips.
BLUEBLACK mann. T____T

Starting of today was fun 'cause of the
presentation with my Hubby and His 1st Wife.
"Matang" ehhhh kite. XD
I enjoyed this malay project v. much. :]

Somebody just ruined my day early in the morning.
GREAT!
Sickening people, sickening statements made by them !!

PS: Yeah, things are happening again.
Just because of simple things.

2009-08-16T05:19:00.002-08:00

I took this picture myself.

And somehow, I'm yearning and craving to walk

on this bridge right now ;

where nobody wouldn't ruin my life ;

only the rain and the sun would,

where I can find my own peace and time

and my own thinking.

Hey, school have been better than the previous days.

Volleyball just ruined my mood.

Project work have been getting on my nerves.

Well, i enjoy yesterday,

where I spent my whole afternoon with Hafiz & Fa'eez

in Frontier, talking, sharing problems & stories. ^^

Today was 0-kay.

Spent time with Khalisah and Seri.

Oh yah, thanks for the ice-cream Seri (:

Project work was 1/4 done. XD

It rained cats and dogs,

just like how my heart is feeling right now.

I couldn't believe it that I did stupid stuffs.

To myself? I should have been more appreciative.

Ha-ha!

PS: I realised the reason why.

Cause you're the first in everything/ <3

2009-08-09T07:28:00.007-08:00

Syarif !
Best-est guys<3 id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5367987433612816866" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 240px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 320px; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_5NE8MZcmm0E/Sn7sIUtAseI/AAAAAAAAA5Y/J1wWLe0Gnjk/s320/DSC03009.JPG" border="0"> Apis ! <3>
Suamiku. ^^ XD

Hey !

I think I've become my old self again.

Thanks to my listening ears. (:

Well, all those pictures above

would tell what happened recently.

NDP was 0-kay ;

Charity Bazaar was chaotic ;

Project Work was ______ ;

Test, I HAVEN'T STUDY !

I panicked the moment I read

Khalisah's blog, talking about Literature CA.

SHIT!

T______T

Okay what-eva.

Yesterday went Geylang & ECP.

It was superb cause at least

it made my mind feel at ease. ^^

Unexpectedly when I was having a stroll

by the beach, I met Syakirin. XD

I was like LAUGHING away.

HAHA.

Soon, it's gonna be Suffian's birthday soon.

So, Happy Advanced Birthday Suffian! ;D

I'm off to revise and homework now.

BYE.

PS: Is it true?

You and me the perfect team.

2009-08-04T07:12:00.002-08:00

Daddy, please bring me to the beach,

where time won't chase me every minute.

I'm updating just for the sake of expressing

my feelings since it seemed that I can't find anyone

to talk to.

I'm depressed. Get that clear. :/

Yah, I think i'm pressuring myself too much.

I really need to start to manage my time.

I want to be alone for the time being.

I want to cry.

I want to express myself.

I want to kill myself.

I want time to rewind to kindergarten.

Qit, stop complaining about your life

when it is soo perfect.

ahh, I can't do it. XC

PS: Spread my wings and fly away with you.

I don't want to be without you.

2009-08-03T11:01:00.005-08:00

People, tell you what.

I FEEL LIKE DYING,

of exhaustion. __

School have been very hectic

and, I CAN'T COPE!

If I were to give up now, trust me;

I'll slash my hands.

Project work have been a

****ing thing which I don't really feel

like doing but yah, no choice.

*Sigh

And here's another project by Ms Linda ;

- Skit.

??!!! Wrong thing at the wr0ng time.

Volleyball, forget about it.

urgh.

Tons of homework ; Tons of projects ; Tons of task.

yahyahyah, Ms Ang told me that i'm on trial for ex-co.

Seriously, people are pressuring me.

Or am I just presurring myself? T__T

I've been talking less lately and my meals are irregular.

I will not talk about friendship now cause yeah,

I know I'm feeling this way because of stress

& not because of them.

My eyes feel hot and a drop

of water streamed down on my hot cheeks.

PS: The minute I stop making mistakes is the minute I stop learning.

I'm still learning who I am.

2009-08-01T00:28:00.002-08:00

It's been ages since updated this blog.
Hey Haziq ! It's not fair aite, cause I didn't view my blog for some time.
& the dateline for that is soo FAST. -____- XD

Anyway, i've been busy with school work.
Project work, CCAs, Homeworks & CAs.
I've not been having enough rest and i feel like weekends are my holiday.
270709 have passed, wishing I could turn back time.
But it's okay cause I didn't regret.
Well, i've got to go now.

BYE

SEL project, taken by me. ^^

PS: Sometimes I hate you cause I can't seemed to erase our past.

You brought tears on my cheeks.

2009-07-17T23:16:00.008-08:00

Hey.
Just a short post alright.
cause people can't be bothered to read my blog anymore. :/

Been very busy lately, as usual homeworks & projects.
I have nothing else to say.
But to this particular not wanted human, MYOB okay?
or you can just MIA for a period of time.
Thanks.

People keep changing,
and so do I.
Good parts were rare.

Apis.

Radzwan(?)'s band.

sketch of me (:

she wrote, 'jambu' on her own picture. HAHAH

It's kieky in her childhood days. XD

PS: Am I supposed to celebrate?

you made me fall right in your trap.

2009-07-11T06:33:00.003-08:00

Amore mio, Fikri. ♥

Around 9am, headed to NgeeAnn Poly with kakak.

Then get to know the meeting was cancelled, kakak was pissed. XD

Went to Library and thought of blogging but, nevermind.

Headed to SIM University and to MegaBites.

After eating, went to Chinese Garden.

Bought my fav. ice cream and took pictures of the scenery.

Went up the so called tower and I was afraid of heights. T___T

Finally we went home.

Wash-ed up and slept.

Btw, abang is back! :D

Just now watch-ed the idontknow horrow movie.

I don't know the title, sorreh. ^^

Too heart-breaking that I didn't felt like sleeping.
It was so damn friggin' easy to wake up when mummy called my name.
Why? 'No mood to sleep.'
What a pathetic answer. -_____- ♥

PS: Hush Hush, that's what i'm trying to say, oh ♥.

It's seems like I do care about this.

2009-07-10T05:42:00.004-08:00

H E Y !

Aiseymannn, I didn't update for quite some time.

Been v. busy with school work & 24/7 tired. T_____T

On Tuesday had D&T. (urgh)

How I sooo dislike D&T and loves Homec better.

On that day too, went to Khalisah's crib to guide

her in maths homework.

Had a effing fun day there, with Seri. (HAHAH)

All those camwhore period and all those laugh

about Elmo and such. XD

On the Wednesday, went Khalisah's crib again
with Adibah & Naicoke for PW.
Ate lunch, and watch the videos which made us fell asleep. -____-
Discuss about PW and soon later, Kieky & Shema came.
Made alot of chaos there, LOL.
Went to central with Shema & Kieky at 6.pm.

Guess what made my day? *grins

SHEMA FELL IN THE BUS, AND HIT A WOMEN'S BUTT.

XD Shema, really I can't stop laughing man.
She can still say, "I want to fall!" Too bad I couldn't save you. HAHAH
Bought earpiece and Shema almost fell AGAIN, how cute. *laughing
Met Faizul & Su at bus stop.
And shema kept calling my phone cause she saw ApizAcai.
blablablaaahh, 2 things happened at night.
Yeah, better mark that date.
*080709.

Early in the morning couldn't stop it. ahhh !
In the afternoon, went to Kieky's crib planning to do homework and watch movie.
macam paham aje kite nak buat homework. XD
As soon as I arrived, played with the cats. ^^
Watch-ed Congkak with Kieky and I followed everywhere she go. XD
I was so making a fool of myself.
Had our so called lunch, then watched 'Hantu Jamu Gendong'.
Kieky couldn't keep her mouth sshh when the ghost was crawling. XD

Out of the blue, Apiz msg-ed me. :/
Overall, I think the movies was okay.
Had a girls talk together ... nevermind *grins
Then, Kieky sent me near Xingnan and I met the Xingan uncle cleaner.
Had a chat after so long didn't see him. ^_^
At eve, slept till midnight and woke up to do homework.

Today.
Went school and saw the chinese guy.
Hey, bear this in mind okay. 'I don't even care.'

GET IT? =.#
Early in the morning, Crystal(?) brought a kitten.

Omgay, i miss kittens.
blablablahhhhh, science test was OKAY.
I can say I enjoyed myself only during Art.
Aez and Pis made me laugh, with Mr Rahim(!) XD
Then SEL, had a chat with Jin Chia.
Hmms, I guess I understand better now.
But still, I have doubts, still.

After school went GP Mac.
At home, did Art.
Some stuffs happened.
I don't have a good reason for doing that.
It's so sudden. -____-
Many ups and downs between us that I have to let go.
Tomorrow going to SIM University, YAY! ;D

Sorry for the friggin' lengthy post. :)

PS: It's all about you.

"Aqilah , pls move on . okay ?"

2009-07-06T07:04:00.003-08:00

It's when my heart and hair get mixed up at the same time. XD

Te Amo, people ! ;D

I'm BOREDboredBORED. For the whole day, all i do is SLACKslackSLACK.

Hafizan actually wanted to treat me to Transformers with Fipis but,

what to dooo, Mummy didn't let. pfft.

Anyway, thanks yahh Guizan! (:

Woke up late 12pm(HAHAH).

Did homework only at 4+. Had a tiff which really made me SICK of living.

But what-eva it is, force a smile and blink away the tears baybehhhhhh. ^^

In the eve, went central to buy DnT stuffs(urgh).

Bought myself a green earpiece which cost me 10 bucks.

$$$$$ finish. T_____T

Didn't manage to finish my homework. ahh, F.

My beg! My beg! Can someone please carry them for me to school?

Pretty please? #.=

I need to sleep man.

OKAY BYE.

I can't believe i'm saying this, but, I miss abang effing much. &&&& yah,

a millionbillionzillion thanks to those who tagg-ed about the freak in my tagboard. That freak, can go to his f***ing life back. Thank you very much Haziq Syabirin, Khairul 'Aizat, Riduan, Syariffudin & Syaqila. Appreciate it very much. And, a BIGBIGBIG thanks especially to Haziq and 'Aizat. Cause you guys appreciate me for who I am even though I give shit attitude to you guys. You guys never fail to cheer me up. Neither did you guys spoke behind my back. You guys know me inside-out. And I appreciate it alot. Thanks. ;-)

PS: I had enough of your damnshit attitude. ;D

Bella Faccia.

2009-07-01T05:38:00.004-08:00

Singapore Indoor Stadium

one of the performance.

HELLO !

School have re-opened. hell mann hell. T____T .

I will TRY my best to keep this post short and sweet as to not look soo lengthy.

Caution, I will summarise it in one para. ;D

An help-ed Kieky & I to escape from some scenes(HAHAH). AYG Opening Preview, boring but cool.

Cut-ed hair, like ahhhh? School reopen-ed and had so much stuffs to do - PW.

Got 8+ for presentation, GREAT! *smiles widewideeeee

No late day, which I loike. ^^

Went Frontier & JP with Syaq for 2 days straight.

Hidayu left us which sounded so sudden for me. XC

Met Mullia ; acting weird but in a cute & silly sense. (LOL)

Friday night, slept like as though hibernating.

Saturday was spent by going Frontier with kakak which we coincidentally met Syarif & Afiq.

Night, spent by listening to DJ MasterWann and made a fool out of myself. XD

As for Sunday, which is today, went Jemputan and on the way back home met Naicoke.

I'M DONE, OKAY SHEMAAAAAA<3>

To Hidayu:

A hyper-active ; fun-loving friend. Do take care of yourself there without us. It's like we're missing a part, an important part of our daily mornings. I won't be seeing a girl eating Old Changkee in the morning anymore. And I will lose someone to fight over a guy. F & K(hahah). I will sure you this, that I will miss you and your crapness and your warm hug. Take care.

PS: Tell me, so that I will cause I know you were never sincere.
You never understand the real meaning of trust.

2009-06-25T06:17:00.001-08:00

"Force a smile & blink away the tears."

YO!

Monday night, all i remember-ed was conference-ing with ApizAcai(<333) & Mera.

He & his FUNNEH imaginary friend.

He & his laugh.

He & his tears.

He & his 'delivery' job. HAHAH

On Tuesday basically just hang-ed out with Adibah & Mera and the adiks.

A few steps away was An 6, Amirul & Mamat.

And to intro the 'Pondok Apiz', specially for him. XD

Wednesday was a TERRIBLE/HORRIBLE(add in anything that is synonym to that) day for me.

Early in the morning got lecture-d/nagg-ed/scold-ed/shout-ed by the VB teacher.

Okay what-eva ah eyyyyyyy, asshole.

Did uncountable sit-ups and push-ups.

Got shout-ed/yell-ed by coach for i don't know how many times.

Had a terrible body aches everywhereeeeee T__T

Today is a HOMEWORK DAY for me cause school's gonna reopen sooon, oh hell.

So far I've done my 3 book reviews ; 2 Maths ws. YAY me! *claps*

Now i'm left with literature project & the redo-ing of essay. -_____-

HOW I WISH HOLIDAY COULD BE EXTEND. T__T

PS: I dreamt about you and that made my dream, a beautiful one.

You're my one and only.

2009-06-21T07:41:00.017-08:00

YoYoYo ;D

Finally fourteen.

4 months, Fikri Adam.

19 June 09.

Early in the morning met Khairul 'Aizat at 7-11 store. Walked to nbp then sat at the swing near Ash's blk.

We talk-ed/slack-ed/story-telling/took pictures all the way until 10.40am.

He gave me a kit-kat. YAY! XD

Then went to meet Syarif barney at pondok. Then head to the same swing.

Talk-ed/play-ed swing/he play guitar.

Mera, An 6 & Amirul came. And went home soon after.

Went Bugis with kakak, had lunch and prayed at Sultan Mosque.

Shop-ed till we drop. I bought school beg ; dress ; belt.

Went home only at 8+. Found out that Halim Cuzzy bought me and kakak birthday present.

Geeeheeeee, thank you dude. (:

20 June 09.

Happy Birthday to me .. !

At 5 am, went out to Malaysia. Pray-ed Subuh at Masjid India then had breakfast.

Slept in the car from 7.30am - 9am. Arrived at Mersing & 11 km more to Air Papan.

Took pictures with abang and bought souvenirs for Kieky ; 'Aizat & Syarif.

12pm head to nearby mosque but before that slept in the car while waiting for the time.

After praying, went to Tanjung Leman and arrived at 3pm.

100km to Bandar so arrived at 6 and ate at Medan Selera.

Off to uncle's house and found out we were lost. -____-

Ate BBQ at his house till 11pm.

Head to City Square and bought tickets for 'Jangan Pandang Belakang Congkak'.

The show was friggin' hilarious babe. XD

Went home at 1.20pm and arrived at 3+.

21 June 09.

Happy Birthday Nur Fazlina Bte Aris!

Happy Birthday Azreef!

Woke up near 2pm. In the afternoon went Adam Road with family to celebrate kakak's birthday.

Bought Chicken Chop for myself and then we head to West Coast.

Took sunset pictures and went home.

Abang and his non-stop upin & ipin voice. XD

Apiz Acai [<333] wish-ed my for birthday! YAY! =DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

At night conference with Hafizi ; Syaq Kieky ; Tuffy.

It was SUPERB! ;D

talktalktalk till 3.30am. ^^

22 June 09.

Woke up at 8.30 am and went out for training.

Met adibah and we went to set up the net. blahblahblahhh -___-
I already perspire at the start of the training.

Spent most of the time with Su Ping or even alone cause i always rest at the corner

due to not feeling well. This was like the first time i felt this way during training.

Coach : Oh yo, H1M1! Singtel don't have. M1 have. XP

Then headed home, ate a bit and slept.

Woke up at 7pm, watched tv and had dinner.

I'm currently not feeling well. So, toodles ;D

the ROCK

west coast

abang<3

touch the sunn

FATIN<3333!>

PS : Sometime's i'm gonna have to lose.

2009-06-18T06:23:00.002-08:00

the GILAs ;D
Khalisah<3!/adibah<3!/hafizan<3!

Hey yoyoyo XD

On wednesday, went to Lavender with mummy and kakak to take my passport.

Then took train to Orchard.

Met abang Zul & abang Lan and had lunch with them.

After eating, walked around Far East Plaza and headed back home.

There was this bangla who said 'bye' to me. -_____- headed home, blahblahblahhh.

Msg-ed with An and so onnnnn. Slept at 4.30am. ^^(great -.-)

Today woke up specially early for PW meeting.

Met Guizann and when up to Khalisah's crib.

Adibah treated us to HotFudge. Thanks YO. Ended at about 12+.

Took 243 and meet Mera. Did my book review(at last it's all done!).

Chit chat with Mera ; gossip-ed ; fought with her(tumbuk2 pun ade) ; laugh-ed.

'Aizat, Syafik & Syahrin came.

Studied maths ; play-ed aeroplanes ; laugh-ed our ass off ; took pictures.

Firman, Mogan(!) and others came.

Went through JP with the GILAs and headed home.

Saw Amirul Fikri Mok JiaQuan at JP.

Saw Md. Hafiz Bin Ismail(Apiz Acai). XC

Showered ; Play-ed guitar ; Ate dinner ; Watch-ed Tee-fi.

I think i'm gonna meet 'Aizat & Syarif Barney tomorrow. Then later in the afternoon will head to Bugis with kakak to shop for stuffs. So, good day! XD Toodlessssss A-holes. ;D

PS: You're perfect for me.

I'm only expecting him to wish me birthday wish. that's enough. i still love him. :9

It's okay. You can go now.

I guess I have to do it.

Take it or leave it?

I guess i have to take

in all that hurt and keep

'SMILING' =D

2009-06-16T06:14:00.003-08:00

night cycling(!!)

YOz, sorry didn't update for quite awhile. been busyyyyyybusyyyyy lately. >.< :D On Saturday, accompanied abang to do his motor. Met Shaqeer and msgmsg with him. 'Aizat too. (:

Went out with kakak to Al-mukminin Mosque.

Prayed maghrib there and stuffs.

Met with my group, Nadiah ; Syifaya ; Khairul Hazwan<333> ; Najid ; Najiy ; Zakir(!) ; Izzati ; Ain ; Azila

Had dinner with them in the room and came out with a group name : Muslim Power(:

Prayed Isyak and changed into our Orange Tee. Had a talk about STI.

Get out bikes and I was positioned to be number 3, behind Khai<3!>

CycledCycledCycled till Darussalam(?) Mosque. By then, it was already 12.45am.

Took pictures and cycledcycledcycled to (i forgot where). Had a SUPERB time cycling behind Khai and Najid.

We made alot of noises and said 'Hi!' to everyone who passes us. And Khai kept mimic-ing me cause I couldn't hear his message. -____- XD I was lucky to be cycling behind them so as to not being boring that night. ^^ We cheered - jeered everywhere we go. And we sang songs.

There was this one part which made me laugh like hell. Najid jammed break at the sudden traffic light and he was like doing a stunt. He flipped and fell. Its not on purpose.

Then I quickly break cause I was scared that I would crash into him. All of us panicked for a while and then laughed our ass off cause Zakir shouted something.

Then Khai asked, "Ehh, korang nmpk superman tak tadi?" XD Then we went on with our journey and arrived at Kallang Leisure Park. Played ice-breaker games and some supper.

The games were boringgg mannnnnnnn. Then took pictures at the bridge. Then rushed off to ECP cause everyone were already excited.

It was like I cycled alone cause the others were left far behind me and the boys are a few metres from me. Catched up with the boys and then Najiy cycled beside me. We had an awkward conversation. -_____- He's freaky mannn. Another guy like that guy.

Haiyaaaa, what's my luck man? XD Arrived at ECP, Fuad and I were complaining about our butt cramps. XD

Put back the bike, prayed Subuh near the beach. Had breakfast and took photos.

It was 7 am by then. The bus would only arrive at 8am. So Najiy, kakak & I sat beside the beach. Najiy and kakak slept while I just watch the sun rise and the scenery by myself. Was friggin' exhausted. Najiy asked for my email add >.<>

Boarded the bus, slept and took the train back to Boonlay. Slept and said big goodbye to Najiy. Took bus home with kakak, showered and slept.

At night chatted with Najiy and blahblahblahhhhh.

On Monday, Happy Birthday Noor Syamimi Bte Yusoff! :D

I only remembered i stayed at home cause i was v tired.

Today, woke up quite late. Showered, ate lunch, watched Tee-fi. Went down to meet kakak & WanTelor cause kakak helped him with his studies. Wan forced me to go down. chey. XD Met him, senyum, argue and separated. blahblahblah. Went home for awhile.

Went central.

Met Farah & Mira.

Sat at NBP, watched Shaqeer played soccer.

Met An & Amirul.

An teased me, HAHA.

Went home, rest.

Watched Tee-fi, chat with freaks ; Izmi ; 'Aizat ; Mera.

Izmi, the quite sinteng guy. XD but can be funny at times. a guy who likes to debate with me. ^^

Now, i'm offfffffff baybehhhhhhh. :D

She's like so WDV and you can do so much better.

I had enough of it mannnnnnnn.

HAHA! A big fat pretender. XD

A recipe, for DISASTER.

PS: Take him, but I want him. ^^

I had enough of you. But seriously, don't tell me anything about that lah ehhh cause I simply don't care!

2009-06-11T06:55:00.003-08:00

- The person who tagged you?
Nur Khalisah<3
- Your relationship with him/her?
My lover/stalker. (:
- Your first impression of him/her?
Very friendly. ;D
- The most memorable moments with them?
Talking randomly with her.
- The most memorable thing he/she had said to you?
"You'll always be my lover and stalker."
- If he/she become your lover, you will?
She is already my lover, sayang. XD
- If he/she become your lover, what should he/she improve at?
Be sweeter and romantic-er.
- If he/she becomes you enemy, what would you do?
Hope it won't even happen.
- If he/she becomes your enemy, what will the reason be?
Cause she keeps going to toilet to do her hair =D
- The most desired thing you want to do for him/her is?
I want her to forever smile and laugh like mad women does. :D
Your overall impression of him/her is?
A person who likes to laugh and think. (:
- The charateristic you love most about yourself?
Photogenic.
The charateristic you hate most about yourself?
My smile.
- The most ideal person you wanaa be is?
Err, Leona Lewis. XD
- For the people who cared and love you, say something to them.
Thanks for loving me even though i'm imperfect. (:

- Pass this quiz to 10 people randomly who you want to know more about.
1. Syaqila
2. 'Aizat
3. Shema
4. Khalisah
5. Nadia A.
6. Syarmmimie
7. Firman
8. Riduan
9. Sarmira
10. Syafiqah

- Who is 6 having a relationship with?
No idea mannnn. -.-
- Is 9 a male or a female?
Female obviously.
- What is 2 studying at the moment?
Err, i forgot. XP
- What kind of music does 8 like?
Maybe techno? but, idk.
- Does 1 have any siblings?
Yes, and it's my future boify. XD
- Is 4 single?
attached with me. (:
- What's the surname for 6?
Mimie.
- What's the hobby of 5?
singing and dancing
- Do 7 and 9 get along well?
okay2 lahhhh.
- Where is 10 studying at?
Mental school.
- Say something casual about 3 eyes?
makes every guys go wooo. ^^ XD
- Have you tried developing feelings for 2?
He's already my sc.... ^^
- Where does 9 live?
Jurong area lorhhhh.
- What colours does 4 like?
purple?
- Are 1 and 5 good friends?
Yesyes (:
- Does 2 like 7?
I don't think they even met.
- How do you get to know 8?
through friendster
- Does 1 have any pets?
YESYES, chubby cats. XD
- Is 7 the sexiest person on earth?
NO. XD Fikri adam is sexier XD
- Is 3 sexy?
Yeah, baby. XD
- What are you doing right now?
quiz

People, do your quiz, thank you. XD

Hey YO! hohoho, 2 days didn't post. ^^ On wednesday, i only remembered printing birthday pictures for the birthday card. Yesterday, mummy; kakak & I made chocolate cake. The picture above is the cake. (: Nice rightttttttt. ^^ and in the evening, on the phone with 'Aizat when he was at Syafik's crib with Rahman and Shahrin. Well, what do you expect? They bully me uh apa lagiiii. XD Many topic was brought up. Even about Hari Raya & Puasa. Weirdos' HAHA! at night, can't sleep till 2+. At last msg-ed Apis and went to sleep.

Today, went central with mummy and kakak cause sister forced me to. And I gave her a deal and that was up to her if she wants to take it or leave it. She had to do the chores if she want me to follow. and she did the chores for me. ^^ Baik kepaaaaaaaaa ;D Just watch her make the chicken pie which I can call a success for the first time (: Then chatted with some freaks. 'Aizat was soo pissed off about what happened and I couldn't cool him down. -_____- XD Okay, got to go freaks! Tata! ;D oh ya, i'll be going night cycling tomorrow night from 7.30pm to 6.30am with the al-mukminin people.

The chances for that to happen is so thin.

I guess i'll have to sacrifice

cause I know miracles won't happen.

Just why did I let myself believe that miracles

could happen? Because now I have to act

like don't even care.

PS: A-hole.

Incident that haunt me every night and day.

2009-06-09T05:12:00.002-08:00

YOz ;D Firstly,

Happy Birthday Nurul Shafina Bte Razak!

May Allah bless you and may your wishes comes true.

Be a good girl and always strive for the best. =D

Okay nexxtttttt. on the 8th june, basically a hectic day for me cause went JP with mum two times in a day. -_______- did the passport thingy, bought Leah & Fina's birthday gifts and headed home. Slep at 1+ cause I was damndamndamn friggin' exhausted.

Today stayed at home 24 hours, rotting. All I did today was finishing up the "Blame my Brain" book, on the phone-d with Apis and hanging out with kakak. Tested her for her tomorrow exam and helped her with her wallpaper. Hope that we will be going Frontier tomorrow. I can do my homework with her and at the same time, meet Fipis<33333.>*smile big bigggggg. Here's a cute/funny conversation with Apis....

Me: Kao tahu lagu nie? *played the song. By Aliff & Naz.

Apis: Tak tahu. Kao tahu lagu by Apis?

Me: Tahu! Jap ehhh. * played the song.

Apis: Oh, dey nie.

Me: Kao kenal dia? Siapa uh?

Apis: Kenal. Dia? Dia yang tinggal sama bilik dengan aku tu.

Me: Eh?! Nak kenal2 dengan dia boleh? ^^

Apis: Boleh. Jap eh aku panggil dia. Hello.

Me: Hello! :D

Apis: Nie siapa?

Me: Aqilah.

Apis: Oh.

Apis & Me: krickkrick* dah uh, bual merepek sey! grins*

PS: Second chance are hard to come by.

SOmewhere we went wrong..

2009-06-07T11:58:00.004-08:00

It's simply impossible for me.

YOz :] Now is like 4 am and i'm still wide awake :0 -_________- I'm exhausted but don't feel like sleeping. Dad's gonna wake up soon for work and i'm done for if he finds out i'm not asleep. LOL. Yesterday went frontier at 10am alone. The bus was effing "fast". :D Great. After borrowing some books, did part of my maths homework. Headed to Popular Bookstore and bought some necessary items for school. Headed home, showered and started to read this Non-Fiction which was quite good, "Blame my brain." Slept all the way till eve, washed up and had dinner.

Conference-d with Mera & Syarif from i don't know till 12am. Then talked to Syarif for quite some time when I said i wanted to sleep but I was very sure i'm not gonna. This proves it, i'm wide awake. =D Watched TV till 3am and another half hour doing something silly. Tried to sleep but to no avail. Well, the images above are some pictures taken at 3am. XD Later will be going to Jurong Point with mummy to do the passport thingy, what-eva it is. ^^ Tata ;D

Maybe you don't realise that.

I have been wanting to tell you something, but I can't.

I just hope you will realise it sooner or later.

But I REALLY hope nothing will happen.

PS: A best friend.

Khairul 'Aizat.

2009-06-06T06:11:00.003-08:00

abang<3

HeyoZ ;D In the morning, went for breakfast with mum at old Jurong West. Saw kak nisa. Then headed to my nenek angkat's house. Talktalktalk and i get to know that my makcik's daughter's birthday is on 290695. Cool uh. :] Azhar joget dangdut bukan main lagi ehhh ^^. Headed home, washed up and get ready to go jemputan under block. Abang helped me with my outfit. Met Hafiz, my neighbour. ^^ miss hanging out with him uhhh. Heh. Slept and watched tv. Talked to kakak. I can believe it i break down in front of her. I was crying infront of her while telling her my situation, can you believe it? :( Pfft. I'm so the very the bored. Recommend me movies, people!

Tomorrow maybe going out with family. And i think that my birthday won't be in singapore, i wish! I wanna run away, can? Urgghhhh. People are just making things hard man. LOL.

PS: Second chances are not easy to be given.

Sorry? Not easy okay.

2009-06-05T07:37:00.003-08:00

am I dreaming?

YOz, well basically yest didn't do much. Stayed at home 24 hours straight. Oh well, i only remembered abang teacher me the basics of guitar. Woke up this morning and took my own sweet time to get ready. Went training and arrived in school with mates. The first person I saw in the canteen was An. He kept saying, "Reyaaa.." -.- LOL. Irritating siah the teacher. Gundu. "suka-suka." Bodoh btol. Skipp to the end of the training. Played match with coach and we ended up losing. At least I helped to break the silence of the KFC part. XD Need to buck up mann C girls. Aiseyyman. Jia You!

After VB, met the NCC guys. Wahhhh, miss them TRUCKLOADS. :( Omar; Syafiq ; Irwan ; Firman and so on and so forth. ^^ Went to GekPoh and bought Oreo crush that I have been craving for weeks. Headed home, showered and slept. Watched 'Bolt'. It was very touching indeed. "We should not leave our friends in their times of need. You leave when they didn't ask you to go. You don't care if they ask you to go or not but you just go."

Okay, i need to sleep. :] Tata. I miss Apis<3(2e4)!

PS: It's haunting me every single night.

Easy said for you but not for me.

2009-06-03T05:58:00.002-08:00

everything uh just simply fake. ;D

YOz. Yesterday night planned to sleep at 12 but slept at 2 instead cause my mind was full of things, things that need to be figured out. The next morning, went to school with Firman and met other VB girls. Saw basketball maniac and I was like over the moon, seriously. =D I miss Khalisah, alot. Started training, blahblahblahhhh. Today is different than other training cause I got lectured by coach, quite badly uh. Yeah, I know i've slacked. Especially being a vice-captain. Need to buck up, i know. But you don't need to pick on me like that uhhhhh seyyy. It made me lose my 'semangat'. Urghhh. Nvm . After training, saw basketball maniac again and this time, we stared. XD Cute uh. ^^ Went home with Firman, slept and woke up cause mummy asked to go mama shop.

Saw the budak ****. Budak p6 tapi step besar. Irsyad is 50% better than him. ^^ Saw him with some big guys.

****: Eh, dia mintak stead.

Me: WDV.

****: Asal? Kao kental? Kental siah kao.

Firstly, merepek nye budak. Then that guy kept looking at me. -.- Muke aku baru bangon tidor pun nak kenal2. Merepek. Went back home and showered. Helped mum with dinner and Played guitar all the way. Night, played guitar with abang and chat.

PS: I can't figure out why. Just give me a rest.

It's a 50-50 thing.

2009-06-02T04:51:00.002-08:00

YOzx ;D So far, I can see that i've been munching in food and i'm smiling & laughing. (: It's because my habit is that food can make me happy. ^^ So this morning, woke up at 8am and mummy asked to watch Jangan Tegur with her again. -.- Sound effect irritating lahh seyyyyyy. Get ready and went central with mum. Took my passport photo, like eeww. So chubby mannn. -.- Had breakfast with mum and blahblahblahhh. Slept again and woke up due to abang & kak shoutings. Kalau nak pekik2 pun, tutup lah pintu bilekkkk. gundu XD Went PM with abang & kak. Bought Fillet- 0- fish for myself. Headed home, had dinner and watched Suci. People keep coming and go just like that.

I read Khalisah's blog. Mannn, FRIENDS again. ^^

I realised the cause i'm feeling. Nahhh, it's not important to state this here.

'Aizat said, "Macam mana nak faham kalau tak bilang."

Ha-ha. ;D Show me that you can really understand me, the basics of me,

then I'll tell you . Understood? Everything starts with the basics.

If you yourself, make me feel like this, why should I tell you

why this is bothering me? ahah. Well, i'm not referring to 'Aizat ehh.
I'm stating this as an overall. ^^

Tidak ku terfikir akan jadi begini.
Dugaan yang datang harus ditempuhi.
Apakah semua ini yang aku alami akan
terjadi lagi pada diriku ini?

PS: My eyes twitched?

2009-06-01T06:13:00.003-08:00

YOxz. Today woke up early at 8+ and did some chores. Went to central with Mera and bought $6 top up cause my mum forced me to so that it would be easier for her to contact me. -.- Met Shema at JP Mcd. After ages of not eating mcflurry, at last i bought it. ^^ Then, headed to Frontier. Joked around with Shema & Mera and at last did homework. At about 3, left for JP and headed to Banquet cause we were famished. Thanks Mera, for the drink. ^^ Went home together and so then showered, rest and helped mum with dinner. Had my time alone, I WISH! pfft.

& i'm looking for someone who understand how I feel and I'm looking for someone to share my pain. It's gonna be the "so what?" question again. So what if friends say things to impress me? So what? So what if I have many friends around me but none understand me. SO WHAT? So what if i have friends but they LEAVE & GO? So what if i have friends but they DON'T UNDERSTAND MY POSITION & SITUATION? Yeah, so what? So now the topic is FRIENDS.

Maybe all I need now is time. Time alone. It's like a change in me. Every bit of me.

I want my old self back. The dramatic, over reacting one. The nerdy, geeky one.

God, help me. Now, friends? Ahhh, I give up mannn. I wanna be alone.

Mummy, take me away to somewhere far.

Like Australia! I want to get away from these. I can't help it any longer. Haiyaaaaaaa.

Readers, yeah WDV. If you think this blog is like full of shits, emo stuffs, get lost lahhh. I don't give a damn. All i want to do is to express how I feel. So, whatever lahhh eyyy you guys think.

PS: I gotta be strong & I need to keep my head held high.

Baby come back to me.

2009-05-31T00:46:00.003-08:00

Judge me if you want ;

it proves that i'm better than you. ^^

YOz, ;D . Yesterday night watched 'Jangan Tegur' and 'Kuntilanak'. That shows that I was DEAD bored! On the later part, talked to Apis again. Then today, basically just sit and rot in front of this computer. Watched 'Angus Thongs and perfect snogging'. Its about a 14 year old girl. Aahhh, easy said its about a teenage life. I like the show except for the snogging part. ^^ I wanted to watch Hannah Montana Movie but it was removed. Aww, mann. Pfft.

After reading what Khalisah wrote in my tagboard, i realised that i've change. A very big change. I can see that i'm not being myself. I'm pretending to be someone else. Maybe to fit in. Ah, i don't know the reason why I become like this. Don't ask. This is just so stupid mann. I want my old self back tooo. Haish. WDV lah.

PS: Why did you say 'I Love You' when you knew it wouldn't last?

You go me hating on the club, gundu.

2009-05-30T00:07:00.002-08:00

Ignore my face.

I am feeling horrible now and not even guys over flowers hotties can make me happy. I feel that I take things for granted ; I regret alot of things ; I really really hate hate hate hate hate hate my life. So what if i get good results, so what if i have fun days everyday, so what. It doesn't mean anything for today.

I got that from someone. Well, it really reflect on me right now. Everything is mixed up. Friends ; Guys ; Trust ; Honesty ; Care ; Love. Just what's the meaning of all this bullshits? Sickening mannn. Yah, it's good that i'm having moodswing. It made me realise many hidden things which I was blinded from. what-eva. Firstly, a BIG thank you to Apis 2E4 cause he did really cheered me up. Called him at about 12am+ till 2.30am. He made me laugh, grin, smile like i used to. He scare me and bring chill down my spine. He made me sleep with a smile on my face. He's really a good friend who understands my position and never look down on me. Besides thanking Hafiz, i want to apologise to Syaq Kieky cause i've not been spending time with her these few days. Khalisah, cause I've not been talking to her like i used to. Syarif, cause I keep giving reasons to get away. Riduan, cause I've made him suffer. 'Aizat, cause I didn't spend so much time with him. Okay, i'm done. Now its up to each of you guys to forgive me or not.

Today is a boredsome day, i can tell. Woke up quite late cause not schooling mahhh. ^^ I think i'm gonna change my blogskin. Do give comments about it okayy. and yeah, sorry Izmi cause i can't go to your party. Haha, what do you expect? Its on my birthday. LOL. i'm soooo not looking forward for my birthday. WDV. I miss watching movie & karaoke-ing with Nai & Khalisah. Gahhhhh. I'm done here. Tata ;D

PS: I'm not a piece of an arsehole.

Just what's the meaning of all this?

2009-05-29T07:08:00.006-08:00

Fikri's.

Heyyy people. Yesterday, let me just summarise all up okay. Went school, recess and went back home with Syarif. I know I was feeling down in between the school hours and I seeked Haziq's help at night. Thank you Haziq. Really, I appreciate you alot cause you appreciate me not like other people does. Thank you again, dearest. (:

Farisss<3!!!!

Well, met Fipis at bus stop to collect back our report book. Met Khalisah otw. Hang out with Fipis, Fa'eez and Irwan & his brother, Faris, for half of the day. Fa'eez helped me to call the unknown number. Hoho, thanks. Then went JP with them. I was the only girl, LOL. Met my mum and went for breakfast. Its like they stalked me all the way until NTUC. They kept running around, but yeah they made my day. ;D At home, did nothing but slacked. Wei, i'm so not in the mood to talk/blog. Moodswing sucks big time.

Our love is like a song

but you refused to sing along

cause you've forgotten.

Have you ever regret holding my

hands, have you ever regret being

by my side all this while?

It cut me deeper each day without

you knowing it, arsehole.

PS: Ever single bit of you.

2009-05-27T04:52:00.002-08:00

Who's that guy? ^^( padahal abg sendiri)

Hello, yo3. ;D Thank god today nobody tries to ruin my day (: But it's quite tiring uhhh. But I love twentySeven. heh. All the normal stuffs happened. Blahblahblahhh. Watched SkyHigh during science lesson & watched Sepet during Malay lesson. Changed into PE attire and went to ISH. The NCC had a course. like damn shit. Ran to find Mrs Ng as no sec 2s were around. Luckly i'm the vice-captain. Took all the balls and went to hall. Quite tiring uh, run here run there like mad women. -.-

Moo came so I guided her through the whole PT cause coach said so. After training, put back all the balls and went home with Haziq & Haziqah. Showered and had my dinner. As usual, this is boring. Can someone tell me another word which has the same meaning as boring? Gahhhhhh. I'm sleepy mannnn. Tata ;D

PS: Did you ever regret standing by my side?

I find it very special that I don't feel like moving on.

2009-05-26T05:15:00.004-08:00

Sayang.My beloved Rahsia Guys.

Khalisahhhhhhh<3!

Yo3, peeps! Firstly, Happy Birthday Ray Ng! (: Be like last time, okay dearest? Smile always & continue to sing with me during recess. ;D Let's proceed. Today was wuite hectic actually. After all those longggg periods of boring stuffs, we went to Sungei Buloh. But wait! Before that something happened. ^^ I wanted to buy a drink but there was this guy blocking my way. From his ears, i already knew who was it. But was not so sure. When I went infront, both of us looked stunned. XD

Me: I thought who siahhhh. -.-

Ivan: Handsome right? Handsome right? I know..

Me: Yahyahhh, handsome(-.-) XD

Me: Eh, why I didn't see you for so long?

Ivan: Because...(it was not so clear)..runaway. Byebye(:

Me: Byebye.(:

I was like smiling, grinning every second of the day since then. He makes me melt even though the conversation was -.- . But it was the first time we talked like that. ;D And I like it. LOL. Just what am I talking? Wake up, Aqilah. Anw, I was quite hyperactive today. Wooooooo ^^ Went to Sungei Buloh. Most of the time I was copying Omar's work. And it's very hard to get him to take picture together. What kind of valentine is this? Chey. XD took manymany pictures. So the pictures are the above. After that, went home with Kieky. I'm dead bored right now even though people are chatting with me. Can I have his email add? XD Siakkk aje Qilah. Huahuahuaaa. I'm dozing off soon. ^^ Tata ;D

PS: Write your number and slip it to me, boy.

Everything I do, reminds me of you.

2009-05-25T04:20:00.002-08:00

Who's that girl? ^^

Yo, humans alive ^^. Well, my desire came true. Went out to West Coast with family. Took manymanymany pictures like one of the above. ;D Had our dinner there together and watched the sunset change to night. Heh. Went h0me at about 8+ and went out again with brother to send back the van. Arrived home at 10+ to 11. Packed my bag and slept. Today the activities in class can make me DOZE OFF! Hmm. This goes on until assembly. Sat at the back of the hall cause there was not enough space. "Tak style uhh duduk kat blakang!!" ^^

Didicazli came to our school, like wooooo! Took picture and vids of him singing. Then, headed for training. Ended quite late then went home with Kieky. Had my dinner and showered. Woo, i'm so bored manxzxzxz. I think i'm gonna call 'aizat cause he wanted to on the phone with me badly. Tata! ;D

PS: Worth it, but sometimes not.

I may sound desperate to get you but i'm not. I miss you really badly, though.

2009-05-23T21:39:00.002-08:00

Yo3 Freaks ;D

Firstly, I would like to wish ; Happy Birthday Khairul 'Aizat & Syahrin! May your wishes comes true. Semoga dipanjangkan umur dan dimurahkan rezeki. (: Senyum2 selalu. Gahhahah ;D I love you guys till the end mannn! =D Anyway, something weird and cool happened yesterday night while i was sleeping. Basically while waiting for it to be 12am, i accidentally slept. When I woke up, wished 'Aizat and offed the comp. My cat dropped my hp like what the heck. But then, while I was asleep, I received a text message with a tone. My hp used to have spoilt speaker. I thought I was dreaming siahhhhh. Then when i tried to play the songs, like YAY, I was over the rainbow mannn. ^^ Alhamdullilah.

Mummy, can we please go out? I'm bored! Gahhhhh. School is gonna start tomorrow. bleahhh. Aaiyisah & I got the chance to go the Asian Youth Games opening ceremony. Only the leaders from each sports CCA get to go. Yeeps, can't wait! ;D Well, i don't wish to elaborate more. Huahuahuaaaaa. Byebyeeee.

PS: Way back into love<3
My mind is made up. I'm sorry.

2009-05-23T00:20:00.002-08:00

a 2008 picture.

Yesterday was a longgg day, huahuahua. Anw let's just skip hah. If have got back all the results.

Maths : 63/100

Homec : 66.5/80

Science : 70/100

Malay : 72/100

It's not up to expectation yet mannn. Anw, yesterday had CCA after the long exam period. I slacked quite alot. Lucky me that coach was in his good mood ^^. After CCA, basically lepak with HafizApis. (: Geeheeee. Then went home. Well, i'm soo lazy to blog cause my sister said that my blog was boring so i'm lazyyyyy to elaborate anymore. Byeeee! (:

PS: I finally see it.

2009-05-20T20:00:00.003-08:00

Hey yoo peepolz.

I'm just going to give a short post here.

Kinda feeling down.

So yesterday slept at 2am cause

had a trouble sleeping.

Woke up at 7, showered and get ready.

Met Firman and walked to school.

Arrived in school, had a chat with Shema.

Did duty and proceed-ed back to class.

Had history, then free time.

Got back my Homec Paper.

I got 66.5/80. Baekk pe? -.-

Then recess, had my breakfast with Khalisah & Ayu.

Did duty and stuffs.

Headed back to class, free period but need to finish some ws.

Sat with Khalisah & Nai.

I think they saw me break down infront of them.

Gahhhhh, this is so friggin' ****

Then went for music.

Currently just listening to songs.

Haiyaaaaa, i really want to be alone.

I soooo hate 21!!!!

Till here then, byeeee.

PS: Baby boy.

2009-05-20T06:40:00.005-08:00

You left me hanging.

Firstly,

EXAMS ARE FINALLY OVER! YESSAHHHHHH!

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAH :D

Many SUPERB things happened the last 4 days.

Geeeeheeeeeee ^^

Sunday, 17 May 09.

Well, all I can remember is watching

Upin & Ipin with sister in the afternoon

and basically revised from there till night.

at about 10.30 pm, went to the 12th storey with sister.

Shared storied with her, told her about Acai from

the start till the end. Irfan & stuffs. Huahuahuaaaaa.

Chat-ed till 11.15pm and went to sleep.

Monday, 18 May 09.

Maths Paper 2!!!

Started the paper, i think i can vomit there.

It was like damn shit!

The paper is ridiculous. XD

I finished it just in time to check.

After paper, went home with Syaqila.

Sat at neighbourhood park for quite a long time.

Played Hangman & teka-teki.

Met Daniel, a guy from my Primary school.

He shouted my name in front of his friends

so i just waved and smile.

Bought Pepsi, went home.

HAHA, that's all i remember.

Tuesday, 19 May 09.

Happy Birthday Era & Efa! ;D

Malay Paper 2 ^^

Early in the morning, teased Era.

After paper, waited for Kieky in the canteen.

Then, while walking with her & Syarif,

Ajie joined us. Walked till Ajie's blk and lepak there.

They played guitar and sang songs.

Tapi punye lahhh pelan. XD

Tapi cute uh due2 bile nyanyi.

Huahuahuaaaaaaaa.

Short after, i had to went home. So walked home with Kieky and

blahblahblahblahhhhhhhhhhh.

Wednesday, 20 May 09.

Happy 3 Months Dear!

Fikri Adam, I love you<3!>

Woke up at 9am, get ready stuffs.

Kieky & Mitot didn't for some reasons so its

left with Nai & me.

Went out at 10.30am, met Nai and walked to Jurong West Stadium.

Arrived, met Hazrul. Changed into costumes, and started swimming.

Started off by jumping in the pool with Nai. ahahahaha XD

Then the 3 of us went to the Olympic pool.

Swam 1 lab with Hazrul while Nai only swam abit

cause she was not feeling well.

Challenge 2 labs with Hazrul but he don't want.

Penat ke pe bang? XD

Jokejokejoke, went to Lazy Pool.

Driving tenggelam pe Nai? XD

HAHAHAHAHA!

Yang "Oi! Oi! Oi!" tu style. XD

After bored in the lazy pool, went to Jacuzzi(?)

Played teka-teki and they tried to convince me to go the slide.

But I didn't want. Anyway it wasn't open. ^^

Thank god, heeehhhhhhhh.

Went back to the no soo deep pool.

Joke again. Did backstroke(?) and something happened. XD

Kekek siah reaction . hahahah

After sick of being in the water, went to change.

Met Jameson with some of his friends.

And yah, Francesca too.

After changing, met Hazrul

blahblahblahhhh.

Took pictures and went KFC with Nai.

Headed home, showered, did chores and slept.

woke up, washed up and watch tv.

Made myself some dinner.

Called 'Aizat and chatted with him for awhile.

Next, watched abang played guitar.

Online, and called Syarif.

Talktalktalk, then abang used the phone.

Watched tv and msn at the same time.

Blahblahblahhhh.

Tomorrow Late Day but I don't who to go with?

Alahai. Kalau jp, jauh siulz. pfft

entahh uh! haiyooooooyoooooo.

Nvm lah. Okay, i wanna rest baybehhh . XD

Merepek siah malam2 gini.

Hehhhhhhh.

Night, peepoz. ;D

PS: I'm hoping for you every minute and second.

2009-05-16T09:23:00.008-08:00

read it, just a little something from my handbook (:

HAHAHA! Superb mannn. (:

FYI ;D
Khalisah, Nadia & Aqilah. ;D

random

burok siah muke aku. XD